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10 unforgettable memories of 2010

2010-12-16T04:57:00.000-08:00

we are moving towards the end of the year and it has been a while since i wrote the last post. i have been very busy with works, family and etc. if i have free time, i will use it wisely and that means to spent the time with hubby and adam.

2010 will end in few days. too much things happened this year. i can't hardly write it all here but am trying to list it as far as i can recall so that some time in future, when i read back my blog, i will remember it as my 2010 memories....

10 unforgettable memories;

1. visit to washington d.c and new york on march to accompany the 2010 phillip c. jessup national champion; what a great memory with the mooters (azinuddin + sheekira , hazralika, faez, afif and hilwa) and my two colleague. thanks to dr posiah for a very welcoming and delightful stay at d.c

2. adam 1st hospitalization at demc section 9. he was admitted for rotavirus infection for 8 days in april. luckily he recovered well but hubby and me were at difficult time during adam's admission.

3. adam's first birthday party on 23 september 2010. i invited only closest friends because of budget constraint. abah, mak, nurul & iffa were also there. he got a lot of nice presents; thanks for everyone who attended.

4. hubby resigned from his high paying job in zico. it was tough time for him to decide whether to stay at zico as practicing corporate lawyer or to take up the young lecturer scheme offered by uitm to pursue his master degree and to bacome a lecturer like me. he ended up choosing the same path i chose (part of it was because of my influence).

5. my first hari raya with the in laws. i thought i would feel awkward but it was unforgettable moment. hari raya with ayang's family was really fun.

6. kak win's married! all the family had been waiting for her wedding and 2010 finally brings hapiness to my dear cousin. wish her happiness forever with abang jamal and the kids;

7. abah and mak perform hajj. abah and mak had been waiting to perform hajj for a very long time and their wishes came true this year.

8. adam's second admission at demc section 14. this time around, his lymphocyte count was high and the doctor also suspected blood cancer. it was a very painful and sad moment for both hubby and me waiting for the blood test result. luckily for us, adam was infected by viral fever; but the virus normally attacks adult. so now, every time adam got fever, i am a little bit traumatic.

9. moving out from denai alam - we have to move out from denai alam as the owner sold the house and the new owner wants to move in. we moved from denai alam to bukit subang. i was so sad when we moved out as i love the denai alam's house so much (even though we were just renting) - now we live happily at bukit subang.

10. our second anniversary - hubby treated me for a nice brunch at the spread, gardens hotel. thanks ayang, we should have nice buffet lunch or dinner once a while to treat ourselves for being good partner and fantastic parent!

so that's it. 2010 live me with the good and the bad memories that eventually taught me many things.... i learned a lot and very thankful to Him for giving me all things the world could ever offer to me.

for ayang, i love you so much. adam, mama will always love you and will always treasure every moment we have. for abah and mak, i am lucky to have you as my parents and to have you around when i need you both.

thanks to everybody who had give me unforgettable moments of 2010...........

i pray that 2011 will offer me many things that i hope for..... AMIN.....

goodbye 2010 and welcome 2011......

2010-04-29T01:11:00.000-07:00

pening kepala marking paper...
ni dok relaks jap..
baru lepas sembahyang zohor, nak tunggu asar sekali...
tiba2 teringat adam, nak call nursery tapi handphone tertinggal kat rumah...
mama adam sekarang memang cepat lupa... hish...

dah lama sangat tak update apa dalam blog ni..
banyak sangat keja nak settle lepas balik washington and new york hari tu.
assessment student pun belum habis marking, kalau la ada mesin marking paper kan best.
masuk je paper student dalam mesin tu, keluar2 dah siap marking plus comment sekali.
hahaha, memang best gila kalau ada mesin macam tu, kan?
so takdalah isu pensyarah bias ke apa...

oklah, merapu dah ni... jomlah habiskan tanggungjawab menanda kertas jawapan student ku yang tercinta...

oh jap lupa, ayang dah failkan income tax tadi, aku kena bayar rm34.26 sen je.. terus pegi bayar kat cimb tadi... thanks ayang, kalau nak tunggu saya memang tak terfail lah income tax tu...

new year 2010....

2010-01-01T16:37:00.000-08:00

happy new year everyone.... even though it's 2nd january today, i think it's not too late for me to wish all a very happy endings for 2009 and a very happy beginning for 2010...

as for me, 2009 has been a very great year.... why? adam of course....

2010 vision? haha, never think of it actually.. semua orang sibuk tanya azam tahun baru bila start new year... pada aku new year setiap tahun adalah sama... every year i celebrated it with my family cuma tahun ni with ayang's family... went to jusco to buy adam's new apparel and ayang's shirt. i bought nothing; let's just say nothing that i desire (which is not so true... teringin jugak nak grab 1 or 2 handbags or perfumes; but melambak sangat handbags and perfumes kat rumah). at night, we all dinner at this kedai makan at alor gajah which the sotong goreng tepung like not-so-crunchy cekodok! sungguh hampeh; (suddenly teringat sotong goreng tepung kat nyonya kitchen yang memang so yummy....)

anyway, as for my azam... let say this year's mission is to slim up my body... adam pun dah 3 months old, so mama's mission to reduce weight will begin soon...

one more thing, if lama sangat tak nampak blog ni update; faham2la... i'm a mummy who sometimes nak bukak facebook pun tak sempat.........

wish you all a very happy new year..... below are photos taken masa nabil's wedding at sunway..

MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-30T00:48:00.000-07:00

yuhuuu... lagi dua hari habis tempoh berpantang.............
lepas ni boleh la berjalan2 keluar rumah tanpa rasa bersalah..........
dah boleh la makan makanan yang tak dapat makan masa berpantang.......
but, have to maintain weight.... kalau tak doktor marah, ayang pun lari.... hahahahaha
oh lupa... hari ni takda mood nak makan........... sebab nak muntah marking assignment student!!!!!!!!!!

pengalaman melahirkan permata hatiku

2009-10-02T02:33:00.000-07:00

hi peeps.. sorry i took a long time to share my experience giving birth to my son. ni barula rasa sihat betul2 sebab semalam dah bukak klip yang melekat kat perut ni... lepas tu barula bebas sikit pergerakan.

pengalaman melahirkan anak pertama aku bermula pada pagi hari raya ketiga; 22 september 2009. aku bangun tido macam biasa, dah mandi, sarapan lepas tu lepak jap dengan ayang kat bilik, ingatkan nak siap2 gosok baju sebab mak long buat kenduri rumah baru dia, tiba2 rasa sakit sangat perut....

aku mati2 ingat nak buang air besar, tapi pegi toilet tengok ada blood, so jerit la panggil ayang.. ayang cepat2 decide nak pegi hospital sebab doktor kata kalau ada show (blood) cepat2 bawak ke hospital. bagitau dekat mak, but mak suruh rehat dulu, dia kata lambat lagi tu... so aku pun tido la kejap sampai dekat pukul 12 tengahari. perut dah semakin sakit, kalau ikut kiraan every half an hour. ayang buatkan susu enfamama untuk aku lepas tu kitorang terus ke putra hospital.

sampai sana doktor check, pintu rahim baru bukak 1.5 cm. doktor advise suruh stay hospital aja, aku macam malas, tapi mak and ayang suruh stay hospital. so, that night aku and ayang pun tido la hospital. tapi malam tu contractions lebih kuat.. every ten minutes aku rasa contractions...

tak lalu nak makan sebab teringin nak makan beriyani kenduri umah mak long

the next morning dr chew check lagi pintu rahim, baru bukak 3cm, dia decide untuk pecahkn waterbag and masukkan air so that pintu rahim boleh terbukak cepat.. after 2 long hours, pintu rahim terbukak dalam 4.5cm je. sakit yang amat allah je yang tahu... but i'm lucky ayang was there when i really need him... dia yang byk bagi encouragement and hope.. masa tu aku hanya mampu berselawat dengan harapan cepatla bersalin...

holding hands together

lepas 2 hours tu, doktor tak berani nak take any risk because kepala baby pun masih mendongak, so he decided for emergency operation. maka lebih kurang 2.45 petang, aku masuk operation theater (ot). masa tu aku dah tak fikir apa.. lantakla diorang nak buat apa kat aku janji sakit aku hilang...

masuk je ot, diorang bius aku kat tulang belakang. aku dapat rasa diorang belah perut tapi tak sakit. aku muntah2 lepas tu.. doktor keluarkan something dari perut pun aku dapat rasa, lepas tu tau2 je dah dengar suara baby nangis.. masa dengar suara baby nangis, aku pun nangis... 5 minit lepas tu, ada nurse ni bawak baby tu kat aku and suruh aku cium ubun2 baby and bisik kat telinga dia.. aku tak tau nak bisik apa cuma cakap.. "adam jadi anak yang baik ye.." masa tu kesan bius dah terasa... aku dah menggigil2 and asyik muntah aje....

aku dapat rasa doktor macam tengah geledah2 perut aku, mesti dia keluarkan tali pusat dan uri... lepas tu aku dapat rasa diorang lekatkan balik perut aku, tapi tak rasa sakit langsung. lebih kurang 3.30 aku keluar dari ot dalam keadaan menggigil2 dan muntah2.

muhammad adam naufal's first picture

keluar je dari ot, ayang, addin and nana dah sambut aku... lepas tu mak dah ada kat katil tunggu aku. aku nampak mak nangis and mak cakap muka baby sebijik muka aku... rambut lebat, mulut kecik, hidung kembang2 sikit... ada la feature2 mamak2 sikit. aku pun nangis dengan mak, cuma aku tak sure aku nangis sebab dah selamat lahirkan baby or sebab terlalu sejuk and menggigil2.

doktor mintak semua sedara-mara jangan ganggu aku sebab aku perlukan tido 8 jam lepas operation. malam tu yang aku ingat datang melawat: mak and abah melaka with amir, shida and nurul, maklong, sis and family, kakadin and family and mahathir and family... tapi aku tak dapat berbual sangat sebab terlalu letih dan mengantuk.. nurse dah pasang salur urine so that aku tak payah pergi toilet... aku tido sampai la pukul 9 pagi. itupun sebab ada nurse kejut nak bersihkan badan aku dan bukak salur urine.

mak long and family.. masa ni aku dah lalok semacam

mak's first grandson

lepas bukak salur urine, aku kena angkat untuk turun katil and mula berjalan. tapi allah je tahu sakit macam mana.. mula2 nak bangun tu aku sampai nangis. ayang takda masa tu sebab dia balik rumah untuk mandi... nurse yang papah aku pegi toilet and tukarkan pad semua.. masa tu dah takde perasaan malu langsung sebab sakit yang amat. lepas tukar pad, nurse tolong papah jalan2 so that aku tak rasa sakit2 sangat. doktor datang check and bagitau aku dah boleh balik hari tu jugak.

ayang sampai lebih kurang pukul 11.30 pagi, aku dah bersiap nak balik. nurse2 kat situ yang tolong kemas2 barang. lepas ayang bayar bil,mak and abah pun sampai untuk jemput aku.. kitorang pun bergerak lah balik rumah. bila sampai rumah, aku memang sangat lemah dan ayang suruh aku berehat je... sakit operation rasa sampai lebih kurang 5 hari barulah aku rasa betul2 sihat sikit.

ok peeps, have to go.. adam dah mula merengek2.. below is adam's picture immediately after delivery... will update later ok..

u know u love me... xoxo

what? 7 days to go...???

2009-09-14T04:45:00.000-07:00

ish2.. takutnya... 7 hari lagi je nak bersalin????? last 2 weeks ada jugak rasa2 contractions, tapi bila dah balik batu pahat ni, makan macam2 dah rasa tak sakit2 pun.....

hopefully everything will go normally..............

takut?? excited??

2009-09-03T00:27:00.000-07:00

i'm in my 37th week of my pregnancy.. doktor cakap dah full term, so anytime from now i can deliver my baby... plan to take leave next week, end of next week actually.. the lecturer who will replace me pun dah report duty last tuesday.. hopefully everything will go as planned... but still, i'm not yet ready if the baby decides to leave "hotel mama" now.. so, hopefully my baby belum nak check out lagi, tunggu dah sampai bp baru check out ye baby mama sayang ni...

i already experienced mild contractions.. tu nak jalan pegi kelas pun dah slow je, but mak and ramai lagi suruh jalan kaki jugak banyak2 so that nak bersalin senang... ikutkan je lah... this week mood mengajar tu dah hilang, yang ada cuma mood nak cuti, mood nak hybernate and mood for motherhood... but it will happen only end of next week when i'm off to bp...

baby already take his position (head's down).. so, sekarang tengah berdoa banyak2 baby tak pusing2 lagi.. puasa pun belum buang lagi; alhamdulillah Allah memberi kesihatan yang baik dan tenaga yang cukup untuk berpuasa, tapi Dia juga Maha Mengetahui betapa laparnya hambaNya ini tatkala jam menjangkau pukul 5-6 petang...

i spent my merdeka holiday at bp.. sebab ada checkup kat putra hospital.. next checkup will be on 12 september.. was so happy dapat buka and sahur with my family.. dapat makan banyak makanan sedap2.. we all also celebrate abah's birthday.. all the family were there, mak long and kak im's family pun ada.. it was fun, but because it is ramadhan, i was too tired to gossip2 and berbual2 lama with mak long and mak.. too tired that night.. owh yea, lupa, sempat jugak belajar buat onde2 gula melaka dengan mak... so, lepas ni kalau agak2 teringin nak makan onde2 boleh dah buat sendiri.. hehehe...

inter part mooting competition will take place this weekend.. kesian diorang, because banner interpart kena bakar.. yang kena bakar part dacing je pulak tu, maybe ada orang tak gemar gambar dacing kat banner tu, tapi xpelah, in a way it was a good publicity.. hehe.. tapi still membazir je keluar duit mahal2 lepas tu ada pulak orang dengki...

ayang sekarang ni dah balik awal selalu sebab bulan puasa, tak pernah lagi tak buka puasa takde ayang.. tapi start 13 september nanti, ayang dah kena buka puasa sorang2, sian dia.. nanti bukan dia yang nangis kena buka puasa sorang2, aku yang nangis sebab terpaksa tinggalkan dia buka puasa sorang2, alahai sedihnya...

sekarang ni perasaan excited plus takut dah bercampur aduk, excited because i will welcome my baby to the world anytime now and takut for the pain during delivery of course... dah lah aku memang jenis tak tahan sakit.. sakit sikit pun dah nangis, macam mana lah nak tahan sakit melahirkan anak.. uish.. down deep my heart, i'm hoping that i will be one who doesn't feel a lot of pain during delivery but reality always wake me up.. memang aku akan tempuhi sakit nak beranak tu bila2 masa from now...

i always hope that ayang will be by my side during the delivery, takut2 dia tak sempat balik, baby dah lahir je, mesti i will be alone dalam labor room.. selalu cakap kat baby, kalau nak lahir, tunggu abah dia ada dulu.. hehehehe.. hope it works..

ok peeps.. have other things to settle.. nanti mungkin kat bp, i will update more...

lawasia, ante-natal class and ramadhan....

2009-08-19T03:45:00.000-07:00

it's 6.45 pm, at my office now.. just finished classes with the accounting student for company law.. am too exhauted because had to give two lectures in a row...

ayang just texted, he'll be home late tonight; again..! never mind la, normal kan for those working at zaid ibarahim... i decided to stay at the office for a while to arrange my notes and browsing the net.. sat lagi boleh beli nasi goreng daging merah, tapau bawak balik rumah...

it's been a while since i last updated the blog, too many works to do laaa... a bit relieved because lawasia mooting had finished; but frankly, i was not involved in the training, cuma datang sekali-sekala.. i supposed because i already did my task on the working paper and applying for the budget and other logistic things... hehe

talking about the lawasia mooting, i am proud for the teams (all four of them); especially the junior teams who did very well despite the fact that it were their first time moot! uitm ended up 3rd, 4th and 5th place... even though we are not the first or second, i'm proud because out of 5 teams eligible for final round, 3 teams were from uitm.. congratulations again to the team... and special thanks to dr.irwin who without fail trained the team with all his heart and soul... i cannot imagine mooting club without dr.irwin... this credit should also be given to ummi who helped a lot too, she is the future face of the moot club i supposed...

last week also, i went to demc ante natal class held at concorde hotel, shah alam.. ayang and I went there to get a big picture of what is going to happen at labour room and to gain knowledge about delivery and so on... it is a good class and i recommend every first time mom-to-be to attend the class, it is good for you to know especially on what to expect during pregnancy and delivery and breastfeeding... they also taught on breathing techniques and some interesting exercise that pregnant mom should do...

ok la, enough for now... opps, forget to wish you all selamat berpuasa... tahun ni saya berpuasa dengan suami tercinta.. and talking about puasa, my DD would be just approximately a month from now.. wish me luch peeps...

saya juga mintak ampun dan maaf kepada semua jika saya ada membuat sebarang kesilapan atau kesalahan.. bermaaf-mafan sebelum puasa ni afdhal orang kata agar puasa dan amalan baik kita di bulan mulia akan diterima oleh Allah.. amin...

DONUT!!!

2009-08-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

it's sunday, 11.43pm and suddenly i'm craving for donut! baru je lepas nangis kat ayang mintak dia carikkan donut... tapi aku puntak tau mana dia nak carik donut malam2 ni... tapi aku sangat2 teringin nak donut!!

kenapalah big apple ke, J.Co ke or krispy kreme or at least dunkin donut tak bukak 24 jam! wish they are considering to open any outlets for 24 hours so that a 7-and-a-half-months pregnant mother like me who is eventually craving for donut can satisfies her crazy craving mood!

haih!!

esok start kelas balik, agak boring jugak la! hahaha.........

good luck to the kiddies...

2009-07-30T20:38:00.001-07:00

uitm mid semester holiday is about to over, and can't believe that time goes by so fast... i'm in my 32-33 weeks now and it is about 6-7 weeks more for the D date.. i'm actually nervous but for the time being, i have to ignore the feelings first and focus on finishing the syllabus as many as i can... i planned to finish my slides during this break, but plan is just plan and my wish do not come true.

now, the uitm mooting team for lawasia is busy training for the competition which will be held next weekend... so far, all the administrative work (hotel booking etc) have finished. ummi and dr.irwin is busy with the practice. i help sometimes but both of them spent a lot of time with the kiddies, preparing them for the battle.. hehe... i cannot come at night because ayang always come back home late, and i'm afraid to drive alone especially during this crucial period of time

thanks to mr.rajesh as well because he also helps these two-three days. dr.irwin thinks that the moot club should appoint him as one of the advisors, so that he can help. and i also think that he should be appointed, i'll talk with dr.bahrin next week for his appointment.

so, just want to wish the best of luck to the mooting teams, insyaAllah, we'll bring back the national title and represents malaysia for international round...

today's update....

2009-07-15T22:18:00.000-07:00

semalam ayang bawak dinner kat tony roma's... my baby and me had a lot.. (kickin' shrimp, chicken salad and chocolate avalanche) hahaha, makan macam dah setahun tak makan... ayang macam biasela, mesti order lamb chop well done.. lepas makan, we all terus balik, tapi on the way to car, i felt a bit of contraction, but it lasts within 10 seconds je, lepas tu takdela lagi...

and disebabkan makan ice cream kat tony roma's tu, my flu belum baik2 lagi, malam masa nak tido, ayang marah sebab makan ice cream.. hahaha, padan muka saya... anyway, semalam memang tak dpt tido langsung, sebab my throat sakit sangat2, sekejap2 terjaga and tengok ayang tido best je... takpela, kesian dia penat, lagipun dia dah belanja makan besar.. hikhik...

actually, i have class at 2pm, but now tiba2 nak update blog sebab sekejap lagi tutorial je, soalan tutorial pun dah ready... i'm thinking of finishing my slides while the students are doing their exercises, baru sem ni nak buat slide for business law because past semsters, i only based my lecture with my notes that i printed for my students, but this time around, i think i'm going to give lecture by showing them power point slides, already finished 3 lectures and i found that it works!

ok peeps.. only that to update, this evening nak pegi wash and blow my hair and ahead to selangor food fest at sacc.. anyone nak join?

mood swing.. lalala..

2009-07-13T05:33:00.000-07:00

sejak akhir2 ni, aku sangat sensitif... selalu inginkan perhatian, inginkan layanan istimewa dan kalau boleh, inginkan segala2 nya untuk aku... everything is about me and just me... aku rasa aku mesti dilayan macam puteri raja dan dihargai setiap masa...

tapi tak semua orang boleh layan aku... semua ada tanggungjawab masing2...

tanggungjawab kerja aku pun kena dibereskan... koordinator program request kalau boleh aku habiskan silibus sebelum aku maternity leave.. aduis, nasib baik jugak jadual dan beban tugas semester ni tidak terlalu berat, alhamdulillah...

sekarang ni aku tengah selsema dan batuk tahap tak best punye, badan pun macam lemah, hari ni aku mc sebab nak berehat je kat rumah... ye, aktiviti hari ini ialah tidur dan tidur selepas makan ubat batuk yang kuat... aku cume risau kalau2 sakit ni akan effect baby, mintak2 la my baby strong, bukan macam mama die...

sekarang dah pkl 8.30 malam and ayang masih lagi belum balik, maybe tengah jem kat highway, ayang sekarang pun selalu balik lambat, banyak sangat keja, die selalu mengadu tapi kadang2 aku bagi support, kadang2 aku marah die balik lambat.. ntahlah, mood aku ni swing2, sometimes i can be a perfect wife yang memahami tuntutan kerja suami ku tapi kadang2 aku terlalu mementingkan diri sendiri dan menganggap yang die sengaja balik lambat sebab dah tak nak tengok aku yang semakin hari semakin membesar dengan jaya nya.. hahaha..

inilah yang aku boleh katakan bahawa mood pregnant woman ni selalu berubah2.. sekejap2 baik, bila angin datang semua orang aku nak marah... tapi yang selalu menjadi mangsa kemarahan aku ialah ayang tercinta.. kesian dia, betul cakap dia, nasib baik dia mempunyai tahap kesabaran yang tinggi, dengan kerja lagi, dengan melayan kerenah aku lagi...

ya Allah, aku berharap agar Engkau bahagiakan lah rumahtangga aku ini dan jauhkan sebarang malapetaka dan bencana menimpa keluarga yang baru kami bina ini... semoga dengan kedatangan ahli baru nanti, aku akan lebih ceria dan lebih tabah menempuh kehidupan... amin...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAZLINA!

2009-05-05T09:19:00.000-07:00

it is 12.19am, 6 mei 2009... it's my birthday today... i turn 27 today.. syukur alhamdulillah, i'm a year older now... semoga Allah memanjangkan umur saya, so that i can live to see my children grow up, to love ayang more and more each day, to take care of my parents and of course to serve my beloved students.. hihi..
i love to live with the facts that i'm celebrating my birthday as a wife to the most dearie person in my life and as a mother-to be too...
ayang brought me to a nice dinner just now...
mak and abah also just called... wishing me my birthday...
ayep also called...i'm glad they still remember my birthday... and maybe that's because i never forgot theirs as well..
we'll spend this weekend at mahathir's house, to celebrate my birthday, addin and nana's birthday, mother's day and also sis and abang haridan's anniversary..
we'll be having so much fun and laughter this weekend...

it's a boy...

2009-04-27T01:24:00.000-07:00

the baby that i'm pregnant with is a boy.. and this was confirmed last saturday by our doctor. we saw the tiny and little penis pointed out by the doctor during the scan.. i'm so happy, happy and happy... it's my wish come true.. so ayang, takleh lah nak manje2 kan baby sangat sebab baby boy tak bole manje2, kena strong, kan abah?? hehe..

we bought this one car seat last week, it costs us RM307.. wargh, tensionnya sebab macam kena tipu dengan amoi salesgirl tu.. macam kena pukau masa beli that car seat sebab amoi tu cakap RM207, tapi bila bayar kat kaunter, RM307.. tapi kitorang bayar je tanpa banyak soal.. hahaha,

lepas tu kan, we all punye famous amos siap tertinggal kat mane2 ntah! sedih mommy nak makan tak dapat, tapi hari sabtu tu sebelum pegi party adela, ayang singgah beli kat ikano.. sayang ayang sebab dia tgk mommy nangis2 teringin nak makan biskut famous amos! ntah ape2 la..

weheee... finish up this semester!

2009-04-10T00:40:00.000-07:00

I’m relieved that I finished my entire syllabus today. I will do an extra class for revision for my Insurance Law and Law of Association tomorrow and next tuesday. Next week will be a more relaxing week for me except that i have to live with the fact that I need to mark several students’ assessment. I want to get enough rest next week so that when the exam starts, I can have full attention to finish up my writing on this one article. Hopefully, I can publish the article before I give birth to my child. InsyaAllah.

tired of everything...

2009-04-02T23:30:00.000-07:00

i'm not feeling well lately.. buat kerja sikit pun dah penat, ayang said maybe it's one of the symptoms of pregnancy.. but my strenght has changed.. the strong part of me has dissapeared.. yesterday, i called sis and she said that i tercungap2 cakap dengan dia... and when i was about to mark the rest of the opinion writing scripts, jantung macam berdebar2 and macam sesak nafas. makan pun macam takde selera, semua benda makan tak habis.. tidur pun macam tak nyenyak..

rumah tu tak payah nak cakap lah macam mana.. bersepah tak ingat nye.. baju pun dah 3 bakul tak berlipat.. dapur pun dah almost 2 weeks tak bermop and tak berasap... i'm too tired to cook and do any house work.. ya allah, tolonglah kurangkan dugaan ini..

please help me, i want the strong me, who can stay at the office and finish up work... there are too many student assessment that need my utmost attention.. i'll be going back to batu pahat this evening, i'm actually afraid to travel because the last time when we went back to malacca i suffered from bleeding.. hope this time around it will be fine...

i'm hoping that things get to normal back because i'm so missing my old me...

HOMETOWN THIS WEEKEND!!

2009-03-31T00:04:00.000-07:00

i'm going back to batu pahat this weekend... yey!!
we'll celebrate mak and abah's anniversary and kak jun's birthday there...
i've ordered 25 cute cupcakes and fun is just around the weekend..
the sad part is that i've to finish marking all the student's tests and assignments at batu pahat, yeah right, like i will ever touch it!

i am in my second trimester

2009-03-26T23:23:00.000-07:00

i'm officially in my second trimester of pregnancy... i'm lucky the baby is so strong even though i'm not... last wednesday, ayang and me went for the monthly check up.. the baby's features is complete now.. he or she is now 5 inches long.

i asked the doctor about the baby's gender, he laughed and said that it's too early to know. but i read in the book that ayang bought for me, we can know the baby's gender as early as 12 weeks, and i'm already in my 14th week now..! maybe it's because of the the machine, it's not as modern as we can find it in SJMC or Kelana Jaya MC. hahaha, we do our routine check up at this one klinik bersalin and pakar sakit puan at kampung subang, so, what do you expect, mazlina! hehe

never mind, the doctor said that we can know the gender in our next check up which will be on 25th april.. argh lambatnya mama nak tau baby girl ke boy... but i personally like if the baby is boy... but ayang prefer the baby to be girl.. we already have plans with the names, so, if it's a boy or a girl, then takdelah kelam-kabut nak cari nama.. hehe... i want to upload the photo of our baby, but mana ntah ayang letak, semalam dia amik from my handbag cakap nak scan... never mind, nanti dia dah scan, boleh la i upload the photo..

we haven't buy anything yet for the baby except of course the 'anmum' for the mama.. lucky that i'm not allergic of milk and i love milk so much... macam manala kalau pregnant tapi tak minum susu, mesti lembik je badan... we plan to buy all the baby stuff after we are sure about the baby's gender sebab kalau boy tak boleh lah nak beli baju pink kan? hehehe.. but mak said sometimes the doctor is so sure that the baby is boy, but keluar2 je girl pulak... hish, camne ni... takpelah, mak kata rezeki, boy ke girl dua2 pun anak jugak... hehe...

oklah.. i want to continue with my insurance law notes yang tinggal beberapa topic je tu.. tomorrow i will have 4 hours replacement class because i miss several classes with my insurance law student. so, hopefully i'll finish the syllabus by end of next week so that they have more time to study. kesian my students, dapat lecturer yang tengah preggy, asik nak mengamuk je dalam kelas... hahaha...

update on the last weekend's activity

2009-03-24T23:47:00.000-07:00

last weekend was the best weekend ever because mak and abah were at kuala lumpur.. they arrived on saturday evening and we had dinner at mahathir's house. on sunday, we went to my cousin's kenduri aqiqah at bandar saujana putra. the foods were delicious, but we were wondering why there was no mutton served.. kata kenduri aqiqah.. hish, kempunan nak makan daging kambing ni... hahaha

after the kenduri, we went to visit abah's sister at puchong. recently, she had an operation due to complications of appendics. at her house, my other aunty fried keropok lekor and we had terengganu's keropok lekor at puchong.. hihi.. my mom decided to go to sungai buloh after that to visit mak tuk. we arrived at sungai buloh around 4.30 p.m and mak tuk made special jemput2 pisang for evening tea. we stayed there until dinner and we had rendang and papadum + plain rice for dinner.

that night, mak and abah slept at my house. mak puji cakap rumah bersih, tapi aku balas cakap "semua umar yang kemas mak, dia rajin sangat.." tapi memang ayang yang kemas pun. aku ni memerintah je kerja, kesian ayang... whenever i want to clean the house, he will scold me and ask me to rest. he does not want anything to happen to me and our baby. this is all because of the complications i suffered lately.

i had chances to chat with mak, we discussed about the due date of my pregnancy which will be on the first hari raya. mak said that she will be tired to take care of me and she thinks it would be a good idea to hire someone to take care of me and the baby during my confinement. mak had already asked kak milah to do it and and she asked for Rm700 for 1 month. it's quite expensive for me, but taking into consideration that it will be during the raya's month, mak said it is reasonable. yelah.. kenalah berjimat-cermat from now on.

right now, i'm busy finishing all the syllabus especially for my insurance law and business law classes. only 3 weeks left before the study week begin and my student will sit for their final exam on 20th april. i really hope that i will not suffer any symptoms for this 3 weeks because i had enough and i really want all the works to be settled before the exam. i'm praying for my health and hope everything will go as i plan it to be.. insyaAllah.

looking forward for tomorrow...

2009-03-18T22:51:00.001-07:00

hari isnin lepas, aku call mak and tanye whether mak nak datang ke tak..? aku sebenarnya rindu sangat kat mak and abah... tapi nak balik batu pahat tu susah sikit sebab aku baru lepas bleeding and doktor suruh banyakkan rehat and that means no travelling...

so, the best way to lepaskan my rindu is to pujuk mak and abah datang sini.. hehe (saya memang anak yang bijak..) tapi mak cakap ada banyak wedding kat batu pahat and semua wedding tu kena attend sebab masa aku kawin tu, diorang datang... alamak, terkubur lagi lah niat aku untuk melepaskan kerinduan ini...

tapi semalam abah call rumah at about 8.30pm. dia kata, mak and dia nak datang hari jumaat malam.. yey!! bestnya... sayang abah and mak.. agaknya diorang ambik masa berhari2 untuk fikir sama ada nak spend time dengan we all suma ke tak.. hahaha...

yey.. looking forward for tomorrow, maybe abah and mak akan tido umah mahathir dulu hari jumaat malam, pastu baru tido umah aku hari sabtu malam... hahaha, sekarang ni gaduh pulak ngan mahathir... masing2 nak suruh abah and mak tido umah... kihkih.. takpe2, nanti anak aku dah lahir, hilanglah saham addin ngan adriana sebab en. mahali ngan pn. rukiah bakal dapat cucu baru yang sure comel macam mak dia jugaklah.. (perasan jap)..

tak sabar nya nak spend time wisely weekend ni... love u abah and mak...

weekend at denai alam...

2009-03-15T04:01:00.000-07:00

hari ni semua kerja terbengkalai seperti minggu2 yang lepas... cita2 untuk menyiapkan semua kerja hanya tinggal cita2 kerana hari ini adalah ahad. selalunya ahad pegi cheras api minggu ni, aku spend weekend kat rumah aku, kat denai alam...

ahad memang sepatutnya hari untuk bersenang lenang di rumah, selepas sarapan semangkuk koko krunch, aku mengemas rumah sedikit2 walaupun doktor melarang aku membuat kerja berat2, tapi sempat aku vacuum rumah tadi...

ayang keluar dengan muiz and batod, pergi kenduri kawin khai.. aku tak ikut sebab konon2 banyak keja yang ingin dibereskan, last sekali, lepas je diorang pergi, aku boleh pulak tertidur kat couch depan tv.. hahaha, betul cakap ayang, aku memang takkan buat kerja aku..

sebenarnya lepas vacuum tu, aku terasa sakit2 perut, jadi aku baring kan diri kat couch, lepas tu aku sedar2 dah nak pukul 4.. hahaha, memang menarik aku spend time weekend ni... malam ni aku kena pulun siapkan lecture notes untuk esok... ayang pun dah janji nak tolong taip kan notes contract law aku.. nasib baik ada ayang ku yang tercinta... hehehe...

ok, nak start buat notes ni.. chaiyo2 mazlina...

perlukah aku merasa begini?

2009-03-12T08:24:00.000-07:00

sedih, pilu, kecewa, sakit hati, pening, meluat, serabut...
semua perasaan negatif tengah bersarang dalam kepala aku sekarang.
yang mampu aku buat untuk mengurangkan perasaan2 di atas adalah dengan menulis blog ini.
walaupun aku rasa tak perlulah aku bercerita siapa atau apa yang telah menyebabkan aku merasa perasaan2 tersebut di atas.
yang penting aku harap perasaan tu semua dapat hilang dengan cepat sebelum sesuatu yang buruk terjadi.
aku baru sahaja menghadapi sedikit komplikasi pada kandungan ku pada hari selasa lepas.
dan aku juga berharap perasaan2 di atas tidak akan menganggu kesihatan aku dan kandunganku.
i need support, mak datanglah, titit rindu dekat mak.

i am a wife and a mother-to-be

2009-03-11T03:50:00.001-07:00

it has been a very long time since i wrote for the last post... i want to update my blog, but really time restraints me.

i was actually busy with the wedding preparation, with the wedding itself and life as a wife and a mother-to-be... yes, i am a mother-to-be... and i like that fact very much..

actually, i was stunt to look at the pregnancy test result i did on my own sometime 4 weeks after my wedding, the test result was positive and i cried, not because i'm happy but i wonder whether me and ayang are ready to be mom and dad.. maybe physically we are ready, but how about mentally and financially? i was a bit worry during the first 2 months of my pregnancy thinking about this.

when we went back to batu pahat during thaipusam holiday, i had a chat with mak and told her that i'm quite worry about the baby, i'm afraid that he or she will not get enough from me and ayang. but mak told me that every child comes with a luck.. bak kata orang tua2, anak tu rezeki, jangan ditolak rezeki dan Allah sudah tetapkan semua perkahwinan dan anak akan ada rezeki sendiri, cuma perlu bersabar dan taqwa kepada-Nya. from that moment, i hold on to her words..

sometimes, i look at ayang's face and saw a bit of worries, i guess he did think the same as me.. when we went to bed, i always look at him and think how will i survive if anything happens to him.. i cannot imagine life without him now, he's everything to me.. Ya Allah, panjangkan lah umur suamiku, murahkanlah rezekinya, peliharalah kesihatannya dan jadikalah dia suami yang baik dan soleh yang boleh memimpin aku ke jalan yang benar.. amin.

yes, now i know the meaning of being a wife who really treasures the husband. hope our marriage will last long till death do us apart.

jemputan ke majlis perkahwinan Mazlina dan Muhammad Umar

2008-11-20T23:22:00.000-08:00

seperti yang tertera di atas, saya dengan ini menjemput semua rakan2 yang mungkin saya terlupa atau tidak sempat untuk memberi kad jemputan, untuk sama2 memeriahkan lagi majlis perkahwinan saya yang akan diadakan pada 13 disember 2008 di batu pahat, johor.. diharapkan dengan kehadiran kalian semua akan memberkati lagi majlis ini, insyaAllah..

silalah klik gambar di atas untuk membesarkan imej.. terima kasih..

selamat pengantin baru ina.. semoga bahagia

2008-11-20T23:01:00.000-08:00

i'm going to kangar tonite with miss N.. attending mazlina's wedding.. hehe terkejut? kebetulan nama kami sama, saya mazlina mahali, dia noor mazlina mahmod.. member masa kat brisbane, baik sangat and dia bakal menamatkan zaman bujangnya esok.. hehe, so i'm going to have fun this weekend.. nabil will fetch us at the kangar bus station and we'll leave to alor setar to "sama-sama memeriahkan lagi majlis ina and husband.." to ina, wish u the very best in your new world and saya doakan awak bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.. nanti insyaallah, saya upload gambar perkahwinan diorang.. tapi camera memang terlupa nak pinjam kat ayang, kamera saya mahariff pinjam tak pulang2, ntah wujud ke tidak lagi camera tu.. hish..

30 hari lagi..

2008-11-11T17:18:00.000-08:00

ye, seperti tajuk post ini, "30 hari lagi.." aku sekarang sedang membilang hari bahagia yang akan muncul.. cheh3x macam 30 hari mencari cinta pulak.. InsyaAllah, 30 hari lagi aku akan bergelar isteri kepada encik muhammad umar bin abdul razak. adakah aku sudah bersedia? ye, aku perlu bersedia sebagai isteri, menantu, kakak ipar dan mungkin juga sebagai seorang ibu apabila rezeki kami datang nanti.

sebenarnya aku agak gementar, walaupun sudah lebih kurang 4 tahun aku mengenali bakal suami ku.. dia bukan lah orang yang asing lagi dalam hidupku, dan oleh kerana itulah aku mungkin bersedia menjadi isterinya. tapi sebagai menantu dan kakak ipar, mungkin aku belum bersedia kerana walaupun telah mengenali keluarga alex (umar), kami jarang bertemu dan belum mesra kalau dibandingkan hubungan alex dan family aku. haih, aku berdoa semoga keluarganya dapat menerima aku seadanya. aku berharap tidak akan ada apa2 masalah seperti mana yang selalu orang gembar gemburkan tentang hubungan menantu dan mertua atau ipar duai. aku rasa, keluarga alex mesti orang yang baik2 sebab alex pun baik. mestilah dia baik sebab ajaran dari orang tuanya, kan? hehe.

aku juga bermohon semoga perkahwinan ku ini bahagia, akan kekal sehingga nyawa terpisah dari badan dan anak2 yang bakal lahir dari perkahwinan ini akan menjadi anak2 yang soleh dan solehah. amin.

kepada kawan2 dan sahabat handai, doakanlah kebahagiaan kami. saya juga ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk menjemput semua rakan2 untuk memeriahkan lagi majlis pernikahan kami yang akan diadakan pada 12 december 2008 di batu pahat, johor. resepsi di batu pahat pada keesokan harinya: 13 december 2008 dan resepsi di alor gajah pada 14 december 2008. kepada mereka2 yang tidak mendapat kad, jangan lah terasa hati, mungkin saya terlupa atau tiada contact number anda, InsyAllah, saya akan upload kad jemputan saya di friendster dan facebook.

family, friends or work??

2008-11-11T01:16:00.000-08:00

keluarga? kawan? kerja? siapa yang lebih penting? semua orang akan cakap, of course lah keluarga lagi penting, but do they act like family is more important than friends or work?well, action speaks louder than words..

i have a lot of real life examples of this kind of people who regards family is more important than friends and work but they did not act like one. contoh yang paling ketara ialah bile parents datang rumah anak sekali sekala and anak die siap boleh keluar rumah jumpa kawan2 lepak2 minum and biarkan parents tu tunggu kat rumah.. contoh kedua ialah bile suami keluar rumah tiap2 malam for sports (which obviously good for health but still smoking buat ape kan??) tapi mengabaikan anak isteri yang berada di rumah dan contoh ketiga ialah apabila seorang suami ade dinner kat tempat kerja (yang kononnya tak boleh bawak anak isteri), die makan sedap2 tapi anak2 dan isteri die makan sardin jek kat rumah... tak ke kesian? kalau lah musibah menimpa kepada keluarga mereka masa tu (mintak2 jangan lah), ha sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian, bunuh diri je lah!!!

obviously, the three situations above are real tapi nama2 dirahsiakan atas sebab akan menjatuhkan imej. tapi yang peliknya ketiga-tiga manusia ini cakap family adalah segalanya, but don't act like it! pelik, pelik! alasan mereka kawan-kawan pun penting tapi masih tidak tahu menjaga hati keluarga, hati kawan terjaga rapi... berdosa kalau sakitkan hati kawan2, tapi afdhal kalau sakitkan hati keluarga agak nya kot!

takpelah, kepada mereka2 ini, yang boleh saya doakan ialah semoga mereka tahu betapa pentingnya keluarga lagi2 kalau anak2.. sebab bila mati, hanya tiga perkara yang Allah masih kira sebagai pahala iaitu; amalan baik, sedekah dan doa anak2 yang soleh... habis kalau ketua keluarga asyik takde kat rumah macam mane anak nak jadi soleh? jadi mat saleh boleh kot, lepas tu jangan complain kenapa anak tu terikut2 budaya barat...

tapi ade juga manusia yang memang betul2 devoted to family.. which i salute very much, kerja, kerja jugak, sampai tiap2 tahun naik pangkat. daripada jawatan kerani biasa boleh naik sampai area manager, tapi keluarga tak pernah diabaikan. kalau ade function kat tempat kerja, dia tak kan pergi kalau tak boleh bawak family. baik dinner, sports day or any other social functions, die mesti bawak anak2 and isteri die. die akan rase tak sedap hati kalau die je yang makan best2 tapi anak isteri makan biase je. naik je pangkat.. takde pulak kena potong gaji kalau tak attend dinner.. tapi sayang, anak2 die takde pulak nak ikut perangai die...

after considering all factors, i now understand that it is up to that individual themselves whether to choose family, friends or work... choices are in their hands, you can have it all, but must always remember that of all the three, family is more important because when you lose them, you will never get it back, for the other two; you can always find a replacement which maybe could be better! InsyaAllah.

the bitch "mazlina"!!!!

2008-11-04T23:14:00.000-08:00

i was so sad + worried + nak tampar orang + penat + sakit hati + geram...!!!! actually, adelah seorang hamba allah ni, telah memalsukan ic saya... die guna nama, alamat and no ic saya (gambar dlm ic tu je yang lain i.e muka dia) untuk membuat loan kereta from ambank. i had already have knowledge about this matter since 2004. my father had made a police report and asked ambank batu pahat to inform ambank in johor jaya about this thing. but being lembap as they are, this matter have not been settled for 4 years. abah had copy of the fake i.c but he misplaced it. we planned to get another copy of that fake i.c from ambank.

last friday, i went to jpj shah alam to renew my driving license but the officer there informed me that i cannot renew the license because my name was blacklisted. There was a summon on my name that had not been paid for almost 2 years. i was so shocked but then i asked the officer to give me the particulars of the summon. (i was still rational at this point of time). she then informed me that i was summoned at jb because i failed to show my driving license when asked by the authority and i failed to come to the court to settle the matter. i replied to her that i never drove in jb ever and asked her the plate no. of the car that 'i' drove. she informed it was JHE 5639.

what the h***, that is totally not my car or my family's cars because all our cars' plate no. are 5151. then, i remembered the incident in 2004 and told the officer about that matter. (masa ni air mata nak terkeluar dah tapi tahan jek).

that lady then cakap, saman tu dikeluarkan oleh jpj jb and only jpj jb je boleh clear my record, apa lagi, saya pun blah je lah.. but on the way to my car, i called ayang but i just said to him, "ayang, tolong" then terus letak phone sebab dah nangis2... sampai je kereta, ayang called me back and all the tears came out, i told him what happened that day... we were supposed to clean our house that saturday, but i had to go back to bp to settle the matter. so, i went back by bus from puduraya that saturday evening...

i made another police report on sunday, i was reffered to commercial crime department, and inspector anas took my sec 112 statement and transferred it to johor jaya's police station. he said that batu pahat's station has no jurisdiction to investigate the matter because the crime took place at johor jaya. ok fine, i know a little bit about this jurisdiction thing.. but why don't they transferred abah's report in 2004?? they should have made further action when abah had reported the matter back then.

on monday we (abah, mak and me) went out of the house early in the morning, had our breakfast and went to pejabat agama bp for the interview (biasela, kat johor, nak kawin kena interview dulu). but i forgot to check whether the other "mazlina" used my name to get marry here. takpe, nanti mak balik bp suruh mak check. we all bertolak dari bp about 10 am and sampai ambank johor jaya at about 12.15pm. we spoke to this one officer but he did not give any cooperation to provide us the copy of the forged i.c. we showed our police report, and i showed him my original birth certificate and my passport (to prove that i'm the genuine mazlina). instead, he said that he cannot give us any particulars because all the records have been centralized. bull shit!

for me, for a clear cut genuine case like this, the least the officer could do is to call the head office and inform them about this matter, and i'm sure they will fax the copy of the fake i.c. the officer insisted me to write a letter about this matter and he will forward the matter to the head office. luckily, abah asked me to prepare a letter before. i showed him the letter and like "ugut" dia that i will forward the letter to their head office. at that point of time, he was a little bit worried (it showed from his face) but then, he took my copy of i.c and passport, the copy of the police report and attached it together to the letter and promised us to fax the documents to the head office.

before we leave, i said that if i did not receive any news from the bank about this matter within 2 weeks, i will personally informed the matter to ambank head office and may consider to take action for negligence. (for your information, it is so easy to take a car loan from bank now, just give a copy of your i.c and salary statement, give it to the dealer, and they will settle anything else for you). i think that it is the bank's duty to personally meet their client before agreeing to approve any loans.

we then went to johor jaya police station in the hope that the i.o could settle the summon. inspector kamarul (the i.o) told us that he have no authority to cancel the summon and asked us to go to ipd traffic. so, we went there and asked them to cancel the summon, tapi lain pulak hal jadi, koperal kat situ cakap saman tu saman jpj and only jpj can cancel it. but, when the koperal checked his database, there was another traffic summon for "me" under "my car, JHE 5639."

that girl failed to report an accident with a taxi within 24 hours. huish, another problem pulak... i was then reffered to sarjan rambly. he took statement from me and promise to update me with his investigation. it was nearly 3.30 and we had to rush to settle with the jpj. we reached jpj jb at 4.15, and i was introduced to encik jelani, who then took my statement. so, i have already made 3 different statements of the same content within 24 hours time (lucky me...).

that officer then promised me that i can renew my license the next day if his superior satisfied that my i.c was forged by some other person. we went back to kl after having a big dinner at burger king. we reached kl at 9.30pm. yesterday, i called jpj jb and was told by en. jelani that i can renew my license which i already did. he told me that car is now blacklisted and any renewal 0f road tax could not be make. but i bet the car used fake road tax which they will never renew! in two weeks time, i'll call inspector kamarul and sarjan rambly to know the progress of the investigation.

actually, i just want them to clean my name and prevent any misuse of my identity. i don't mind kalau polis tak dapat tangkap that bitch but, if they do, i would love to slap her for causing so much difficulties in my life. i really hope that the police and the bank will take serious action for this. yet, i have to still report this matter to bank negara and check my kwsp status, bacause there's a lot she can do with the fake i.c and at the end of the day, i'm the one who suffers the consequences because of her action.

so, to all my relatives and friends out there, just be careful and please3x crossed any copies of your i.c, birth certificate or passport. just remember that, anyone can do anything beyond your imagination just by having possession of your photocopied i.d

last tuesday, i read one article in the newspaper stating that all the government agencies and banks must compulsarily buy this one machine that can detect fake i.c. which i presume is one good move. another good move that can be suggested or taken into consideration is, abolish i.c once and for all. just create a data base, which can be read only with matching thumbprint and we will never face any mistaken identity anymore. hope so.

my credit card application...

2008-10-17T11:50:00.000-07:00

actually, i'm afraid to have a credit card because only God knows what i will do when it is in my hand.. but i really need it now because... (feel that it's not important to state it here, only ayang knows and ayang, please don't tell anyone).

yeah, maybe Allah is testing me because it was so hard for me to receive a news from the bank saying that my credit card application is approved. i applied for it on 24th september which is before hari raya and next week it will be a month. i've contacted the credit card approval department and they said they need to confirm my office phone number.

the problem is that; i'm not always in my office because i need to go to classes and i'd explained this to them and they said that unless and until they can contacted me at my office number, they will not approve my application. but today i received a letter stating that the bank will close my application within 14 days if they do not hear anything from me. what the F###!!!

that bank really make my day worst today (after being told that my wedding invitation card that i was supposed to pick it up on wednesday still on printing). what the hell with all this malays anyway? (both the people i.e the bank officer and the wedding card sales assistant; i dealt with are malays). ha, mulalah nak kaitkan with malays pulak...

i really need to believe that Allah disallowed me to use a credit card so that i will not be angry... but please God, i need to use it now........... can someone who knows 'orang dalam' at cimb and ask them to approve my application? previously i can just ask abah to do it but now abah had retired.. what to do, berserah je lah........

need a help... anyone??

2008-10-16T22:50:00.000-07:00

don't know what to write... but still want to write... uish, bahaya ni.. kang ada yang melalut2 pulak... actually, i'm now in my office, alone marking the student's test and already feeling bored.. thinking of hiring part 5 or 6 student to mark the test of part 1 student.. lambat betul nk habis, pastu nak marking assignment pulak, 2 topic pulak tu... 200 scripts pulak tu.. hish menyesal suruh dorang buat individual assignment.. kalau tau, baik buat in group je... inilah kesilapan pertama sebagai pensyarah ni.. never mind, i should learn from mistake, so next semester i will not give too much assessment because at the end i'm the one who suffers the consequences.... so, anyone interested to mark my student's assignments and tests, please do come and see me at ... (hish, macam real pulak)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL...

2008-10-08T00:46:00.000-07:00

rasenya sudah sangat terlewat untuk post ini sebab hari ini sudah hari raya yang ke 8... hehehe, saya sangat bz untuk mengupdate blog sebenarnya... ni assignment and test student melambak2 tak mark lagi... hish...

oklah, saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya dan maaf zahir batin kepada sesiapa yang mengenali saya, especially to my family, ayang and my friends... teringat mase berhari raya kat brisbane tahun lepas... masak rendang ngan aza sampai pkl 3 pagi... hehehe, best pulak bile teringat raya kat sana... tp xpe, raya tahun ni pun best jugak sebab takdelah mak kena kemas rumah sorang2...

di kesempatan ini juga saye ingin mengucapkan tahniah kepada puan jamilah yang kini telah bergelar isteri... congratz jem, jeles tengok gambar2 nia, effa and itot kat blog koo-too... maz tak dapat nak pegi sebab nia ajak pun last minute, lagipun memang raya ke tiga tu family belah umar datang nak berbincang ape yang patut untuk persediaan perkahwinan bulan 12 ni... xpe, maz doakan jem bahagia hingga ke anak cucu dan hingga ke akhir hayat bersama suami tersayang... amin...

lastly, eid mubarak to all... semoga aidilfitri kali ini membawa seribu keberkatan.. amin..

hari sakit ku...

2008-09-18T04:25:00.000-07:00

hari ni saya dapat mc from klinik kat section 2 tu... pinggang saya sakit sangat semalam, so pegi check, doktor cakap tanda2 awal nak kena batu karang, but he advised me to drink a lot of water, atleast 3 liter per day... for two months continuously and he prevented me to take any sweet drinks...mak tolong... camne nak melantak teh tarik ni..????

dapat cuti sakit pun bosan gile dok umah, last2 skali pegi jugak ofis pkl 5 tadi... dapat jugak hilang boring and saje jek pegi lepas pkl 5 sebab sume orang kat faculty dah balik or sibuk nak beli juadah berbuka puasa... hehehe...

tapi yang bestnya ialah, sebelum pegi ofis tadi saya sempat melayan dvd, what happens in vegas... best siot cite tu.. hehehe, rase macam tak sabar pulak nak kawin... err... adakah terlari topic??? takpe2, sape2 yang belum tengok cite tu, pegiler tengok... ade sesiapa nak pinjam dvd ke..???

nway, saya baru lepas melantak pizza dominos ni... sangat kenyang, walaupun sakit, tetap berpuasa dan alhamdulillah tahan sampai petang... dekat bangunan cempaka ni, saya rasa saya jek yang tinggal sesorang ni, tibe2 rasa seram sejuk jek... hehehehe, takpelah, nak kuar kejap lah... kang pukul 8.30 dtg balik... malam ni ade kelas, replacement untuk kelas semalam cuti nuzul quran tu... hehe... esok kena bangun pagi plak, nak accompany student pegi ukm... hish, takpe2, dah jadi pensyarah ni, kenalah berkorban untuk kebaikan student ye tak..???

okies peeps, muahs... xoxo

cuti pun pegi ofis.... wargh...

2008-09-17T01:21:00.000-07:00

wah baru je post blog teringin nak cuti in the mid week... hari ni permintaan tu telah dikabulkan... hari ni ialah cuti nuzul quran... alhamdulillah, dapat juga saya menikmati tidur yang lama hari ni...

tapi cuti pun saya ke ofis untuk mark test student... kalau mark kat rumah confirm ntah ape2 marks saye bagi kat dorang nanti, so kenalah fokus jugak... ni baru marking 10 scripts pun mcm nak muntah bace jawapan dorang, nasib baik mark test student law, so english dorang terror la sikit daripada my business student..

sambil2 marking boleh plak siap bukak lagu hisndustan kuat2, bukan nak berwirid ke ape ke bulan2 puasa ni, hish teruk betul lah cik mazlina ni... mcm mane nak develop ethical values to student ni.. hehe..

oklah, dah nak 4.30 ni, jap lagi nak kuar nak pegi one utama nak buka puasa dengan my darling ayang kat restoran peranakan, huish asam pedas die gile kaw... tak sabarnye nak berbuka... orang2 kat brissy sure dah kenyang gile skang ni... takpe2 sabar je la ye mazlina, 3 jam je lagi nak buka puasa...

interview lagik...

2008-09-11T23:34:00.000-07:00

i will have two interviews next week, one on monday and one on tuesday... apelah dah lantik jadik pensyarah pun nak kena ade interview2 ni... the thing i hate the most is that i have to cancel my class that morning, sekarang ni nak buat replacement class susah sangat, tambah2 puasa... student semua guna alasan nak sembahyang tarawih if i want to do the class at night.

anyway, the first interview which is on monday is the mock teaching interview, where i have to teach in front of several other lecturers who will pretend to be my students. and of course after that they will ask me several questions on the topic i present.

the second interview is going to be a bit tough where i'm going to be judged by uitm's officer from bahagian perjawatan who will determine whether i'm qualified to be a lecturer here or not.. they will ask about current issues and my opinion on that. i think they will surely raise the issue of whether uitm should be open to non-bumi and non-malay... huish, still searching for the right answer...

mahathir (my brother) told me that the two interviews are just for formality... they will surely take me as the lecturer because they have invested so much money when i did my master's degree at australia. i hope what mahathir told me is true, and i do not have to worry so much on this interviews thing... wish me luck for the interviews peeps....

this evening i have buka puasa date with kak ejay and ija at secret recipe at sogo... its been a long time since i last saw kak ejay and miss her so much... at least i met ija last month... susah betul nak jumpe dengan penolong pengarah insolvensi ni... ok peeps, it's almost 3p.m and i have to go to this ceramah by an ustaz from pusat islam... time to sleep..... hikhikhik... so naughty eh mazlina... till then.... xoxo

matric card???

2008-09-08T21:35:00.000-07:00

tadi mase on the way pegi kelas pukul 10, ade sorang student tegur aku...

"awak, baik awak pakai kad matric, pak guard tengah saman student tak pakai kad matric.."

aku pun ye kan jelah... mestilah die tak tau aku ni lecturer... and that shows how young i look...!! (sempat perasan jap ni)

nak dijadikan cerita, aku dengan selamba jalan depan pak guard tu. apa lagi, pak guard tu pun menahan aku dan dengan lagak sombong die pun tanya aku, "mana matric card?"

pastu aku jawablah aku lecturer baru kat sini belum dapat matric card. tapi entah macam mana pak guard tu leh tak percaya, die siap tanya aku balik;

"betul ke ni? dah dapat no staf?" aku jawab dah, pastu die mintak no staf aku, aku pun bagilah. lepas tu die siap leh keluarkan walkie talkie die mintak kawan die check kan kat data base ade tak nama aku... huish, pak guard ni betul2 buat aku naik hangin ni...

then kawan die pun reply nama aku, pak guard tu mintak i.c aku untuk pastikan akulah mazlina mahali. gile lah pak guard tu... aku pun keluarkan i.c aku and die belek2 jugak dekat 10 saat untuk pastikan aku lah yang bernama mazlina mahali tu...

lepas dah puas hati, dia mintak maaf and bagitau aku nampak macam student. lepas tu aku pun reply dengan selamba, "lain kali jangan ingat semua orang pembohong" dan dengan elegan nya aku pun blah...

moral of the story: cepat2lah buat staf card mazlina!!!

holidays... is it a must???

2008-09-08T02:46:00.000-07:00

it's 5.45p.m and i'm still at my office... marking business law's test for my business student... suddenly, i realized that i am so tired... so, blogging is the best way to overcome this problem of tiredness.. (actually, sleep or eat are two best thigs that u can do when u r tired, but none of those could be done now..)

i just read tun mahathir's blog and i find it interesting when he wrote about too many holidays in malaysia... i personally like holidays, which mean i have the oppurtunity to rest after 5 days of long hard working... i experienced the hardship of working and i cannot stop staying at the office because there are too many things that are pending and need my utmost attention... and sometimes i wish that there is a holiday in the mid weekdays, somewhere in wednesday or thursday...

sometimes the tense is so high and i barely noticed the time has passed so fast that it was already 6 or 7 pm... but yet i still have so many things to be settled on that day... i think that's why i need a holiday especially a long holiday... i have no real holidays since i came back from australia. every day is full with loads of work and weekend is busy with the wedding preparation. i need a rest of one or two weeks so that i can put things to its normal conditions. but i'm restrained by the fact that i have 13 days of rest day and have to use it totally for hari raya holiday and my wedding leave... hish, this uitm memang tak kasik i rest langsung... never mind, it's going to be a few months before next year and next year i'm entitled to 30 days of annual leave... tak sabarnya...!!!

however, i also realized that too many holidays will make things worst especially when we are developing country... like tun's said, developing country like malaysia cannot afford too many holidays in order to achieve the status of developed country by 2020... if we are slower than the developed country, then we cannot catch their development... therefore, we have to be efficient... yeah2, theoratically i support his proposition but practically and personally, i am of the view that people need rest and how long it is, it does not matter as long as you finish your work on time...

on this point i want to refer to ayang's blog where he posted one article about a workaholic employee who died on his table at the office but no one noticed about it until 5 days later. yeah, why work hard when no one have ever take notice...!!! so, do things moderately! (but i still regard myself as workaholic.... which explain why i am still at the faculty when nobody are still around) argh!!! and correct me if i'm wrong; i think holidays is a must........ how long it is?? i think i would depends on each particular individual to interpret it....

PUASA OH PUASA...

2008-09-03T21:32:00.000-07:00

selamat berpuasa to all... yeah i know this is a bit late but i have no time at all to update my blog.. cheh, bace blog orang lain ade masa pulak... no, actually i don't know what to write... but this past few days were quite hard to me... yelah, u have to teach during puasa... kering tekak den.... selalu lepas kelas leh je minum air untuk hilangkan rasa kering tekak, but now have to be patient for buka time...

today is the worst, i woke up for sahur. i bought chinese fried rice the night before for sahur, but then it cannot be eat... sedih sangat sebab nasi dah basi... dah lah takde stock makanan kat bilik tu, housemate pulak jenis tak bangun sahur, air mineral pun tak beli, nak jerang air, kettle pulak takde kat rumah tu... last2 mazlina bersahur dengan air paip je pagi tadi... tawakal je lah walaupun tahu air kat selangor ni tak bersih, jangan kena cirit birit sudahle... apalah malangnya nasib saya hari ni... ya.. Allah sentiasa menguji hambaNya yang disayangi...

lepas ni memang kena beli roti je lah and jangan lupe beli air mineral......

WALL-E

2008-08-23T10:30:00.000-07:00

hi peeps... today i woke up at 12.30p.m... but i slept at 4 am yesterday... really, i miss my subuh prayer today... hish, ape nak jadik dengan mazlina ni...!!

i did a good thing today which is i kemas mahathir's house... sebenarnye mak yang suruh sebab mak kata nanti kak jun penat balik dari alor setar tgk rumah bersepah pulak... mak cume suruh sapu2 jek, but terlebih rajin, i washed addin and adriana's cloth, lipat baju yang bersih, and iron kan baju sekolah dorang... hehehe, baguslah aunty maz ni... erkkk.. aunty maz ke kak titit....??

never mind, then i went to fetch them at puduraya. hari ni jalan sangat jem... it took me 1 hour 45 mins to puduraya from bandar sri permaisuri, which suppose to be just 20 minutes drive. hish, bile lah jem kat kl ni nak reda..? rasenye kalau parti pembangkang memerintah sekali pun takkan dapat meredakan jem kat kl ni... kalau boleh jamin jem kat kl ni reda, saye rela pangkah dorang... opps mazlina, watch ur language...!!

opps, actually the thing is i want to tell u guys about the recent movie i watch at midvalley just now.. it's the cheeky wall-e... hehehe, serious cheeky gile.. i salute the idea of having a cartoon without a dialogue.. (even though there are dialogues that involved the captain of the space ship). seriously, i can feel the robot's feeling even though there are no dialogue and in reality robots do not have feelings...

the director managed to pleased the audience by the robots expression, we can feel that the wall-e do have human's feeling such as love, kindness, helpful etc.. but i seriously don't want the earth to be as in the movie... from now on please recycle ur waste, i don't want the earth to be a place for garbages and not human or other living things.

i should buy the cd and ask addin and adriana to watch... i bet they can understand the movie. erk.. ke nak mintak kat yaser jek... camne nak mintak? yaser kat brisbane, nak suruh die send file pun, file movie besar sangat... hish, ni yang rindu kat brisbane sebab boleh download movie sesuka hati jek... yase, help me!! jap2, kat malaysia kan banyak pirated cd... baru lima ringgit, plus i'm not a fan of copyright law and never will (except when i have written a book and will get angry if my student photocopy it).

anyway, last friday one of my student text me and want to confirm me about their class' presentation. i replied that the presentation is fixed on the 27th. then, he or she replied that he or she will have mooting stuff to do, then i replied "that's not my problem". oh, please advice me, is that the right thing to do... i know i should support the faculty's extra curicullar activities but at the same time i do not want my student to skip classes and miss the presentation... my personal opinion is that no matter what, class comes first... please help me...

u know u love me... xoxo...

??? BORINGS.....

2008-08-22T06:33:00.000-07:00

sangat bosan tahap cipan malam ni sebab tak tau nak buat ape... right now i'm at mahathir's house, alone... sebab mahathir and his family balik alor setar... hish, kalau ayang ade kat kl ni leh ajak gi jalan2 ke, layan movie kat wayang ke, lepak mamak ke.. astro plak balik2 asik cite same jek... xpe2, jap lagi mandi, pastu layan hancock jap, then layan lah ape2 movie dlm external hard disc tu... ingat nk ajak ayep pi tgk susuk ke, wall-e ke... hish mamat ni ade dinner plak kat pwtc...

anyone... please help me!!!

actually the plan is my parents nak datang but tak jadik plak sebab tak tau my stuff leh lepas tak custom clearance isnin ni... hish pening2.... ni yang jeles kat miss N ni sebab die still tak report duty lagi, duduk jek umah tunggu barang sampai... xpelah, nak buat camne, dah kena panggil mengajar, kalau dapat relaks 2-3 weeks kan best...

isnin ni kena pi perasmian majlis wacana artikel 153 lah pulak, perasmian by raja muda perlis... haih... for me artikel 153 tu dah tetap yang orang melayu and bumiputra ade hak istimewa, tak perlu dah nak persoalkan.. (now i'm glad to be malay). yeah, maybe dorang ni dah tak tahu nak cakap pasal ape kot... sebab tu sibuk nak sentuh pasal hak istimewa orang melayu...

ok2.. jom mandi... ade orang nak join...??? oppsss mazlina, watch ur language! till then, u know u love me...

choosing the right word...

2008-08-22T00:01:00.000-07:00

someone told me that i have to choose the right words to put in my blog so that i will not offence others who read it... yeah, in some point that is so true and i have to be careful in choosing my words to express anything that i think should be pointed out... but in some other way, i think my blog is the least offensive blog compared to other blogger... many of my topics are only my experience or something that could not change the world at all... but right now i am trying to find something interesting to write on... i'm not really a fan to current issue which ayang loves to write, but i love to read his blog though...

talking about choosing the right words, i remember this one hindi movie 'salaam namaaste..' (hehe, now u all know how big fan i am to bollywood stuff). there is this one couple who always fight just because they choose the wrong word to describe others. one ocassion is when the wife asked whether she has gained weight. the husband then replied that 'if u gain weight 2-3kg, it won't give any effect.' opppsss.... then you know it urself; they started arguing....

i think the right words or sentence i would say is 'i still love u even though u r gaining weight' or 'i like you just the way u look...' yes, man have to learn about woman psychology before they get married and vice versa... but man are not so sensitive when woman hurt him by words, they will get hurt when the woman left him or the woman cheat on him... on the other hand there are so many things that man should understand about woman... i think 20 years of marriage also cannot assure whether a husband can understand his wife....

ok peeps... watch ur words.... it become action, watch ur action, it become habit... (amik from blog amy.. jgn marah amy..) till then, u know u love me...

THE MUMMY: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor

2008-08-20T02:56:00.000-07:00

yeah... at last i have a chance to watch the mummy yesterday with ayang at tgv sunway pyramid... it was a last minute plan. i asked ayang whether he can make it yesterday and i was so glad that he did make it....

we watched the movie at 6.30p.m... the movie was fantastic i would say, but the heroin is not the same from the last sequal; maybe because they have to change the role. this time around, it is after 15 or 20 years from the last sequal. their son have grown up... but glad other role were played by the same actors... the story is about a mummy in China, he was a great but mean emperor, he killed his own general just because the general slept with the woman he has interest with (michelle yeoh). Then after some time, there is this one group who want the emperor to rule China again, make an effort to wake the emperor up for an eternal life and their effort comes into reality... but lastly, the O'Conner's family managed to kill the emperor with the help of michelle yeoh (who have been guarded the eternal pool with her daughter for almost 2000 years)... to whoever who have not watch the movie, please do so... actually the reason why i really want to watch the movie is because of the hero, brendan fraser... hehe, like the hairstyle so much!!! but really, it was worth watching...

after we watched the movie, we had our dinner at secret recipe where i had my lasagne and ayang had his chicken cordon bleu... we also had our chocolate walnut brownie.. hehe, ayat ini adalah untuk menjeleskan mereka2 yang berada di brisbane... hehehehe, xpe2 korang balik nanti, makan puas2 ok...

ok peeps, have to go back, it's 6.30pm already, and horror gak tinggal sorang2 kat fac ni... hihi!!
till then, u know u love me....

new updates....

2008-08-18T23:11:00.000-07:00

since i came back to malaysia, i haven't update anything in this blog.. it will be a month tomorrow, and i've started working for 3 and a half week today... i have no rest lately, even though it's mid term break now, but i have to prepare for the test questions, assignment topic and have to read more on international humanitarian law because i'm supervising undergraduates for their research paper on that topic; and know what, i myself is quite blur on humanitarian law... this topic should be given to ikmal hisham; cepat lah balik chip!!!

last weekend was the most tiring weekend for me... there was this alumni homecoming program and on saturday, me, ayang, kak ju, umi and cik yang chik formed a team and did the explorace. we managed to finish all the check points (althogh we were not the winner). the checkpoints were all over uitm shah alam campus and driving is not allowed at all. we were only allowed to walk or run... hahaha, of course lah we all walk kan?? but, walking all around uitm which most of it are 'berbukit bukau' was so like damn tiring and the best part was that i wore jeans!! good attire for explorace i would say... lucky that i made a right judgment to wear sport shoe or else... mau terkehel kaki!! the explorace finished at almost 2 pm, ayang and i bought our lunch and i slept at my office... ayang went to ipin's wedding together with batod and babat... i slept for almost 2 hours and woke up because it was so freezing... hehehe, dalam air cond kan!

i heard someone's voice from the outside. i went to look whose voice because i'm waiting for the kerani to give me all the lucky draw's present for sunday's event at the faculty. it was 4pm then and i was quite worried if the they did not turn up and lucky it was the kerani. they gave me the lucky draw presents and i just waited for ayang to come back to uitm. and lucky ayang didn't take a long time to pick me up... we went for dinner at santai near taman tasik permaisuri...

the next day (sunday), it was the faculty's event for the alumni homecoming, and sadly not many turned up even the lecturers.. the thing is, you are the alumni of the law faculty, and you did not turn up, then you expect someone else who are not the lecturers to turn up, what the H***!!! i was the MC for the event and i feel like stupid talking in front of just 20 ++ people there... but i still salute lecturers who are not alumni yet still have time to support the event. to whoever who feel that they are uitm's graduates and proud to be it but still do not support any of uitm's program especially for alumni, please consider yourself nothing. i'd rather salute lecturers who are not uitm's graduates but support all the faculty events... but special thanks to MPP secretariat and law society... they really helped me a lot... the best part of being a lecturer is that u can ask anything from your student and they are always thare to help you...

ok stop about the alumni homecoming.. i was so busy lately, with my classes, preparation for the class, readings and all lecturer's stuff i.e meetings, seminar and many more... dating pun sekejap2 jek... nak beli barang hantaran pun tak sempat lagi ni... i'm expecting my stuff from brisbane to arrive this week... and penat lagi because have to pick up the stuff and bring it to kak roy's house. lucky it is mid term break now, so can come to office a bit late but still have to complete the 36.5 hours 'keberadaan' at faculty... so, just prepare for the classes, mid term test, assignments and presentation for the students. hopefully i can finish it before saturday because i am hoping to spend more time for dating... mcm lama gile tak tengok wayang!!!

actually i want to continue with the NZ trip, melbourne and sydney's vacation with abah and emak but my external hard disc is with ayang and all the photos are inside it. so, unless and until i get back my hard disc, i cannot update on the trips, till then peeps, u know u love me....

NZ trip part 2: milford sound

2008-07-10T23:44:00.000-07:00

hai peeps... rindu gile nak update blog. M baru balik dr sydney and melbourne... abah and mak pun dah ade kat rumah M ni... td masak untuk dorang lauk biase2 jek, tp abah puji sedap... hehehe, sudah boleh kawin abah kate... ok2, M nak sambung cite pasal pegi NZ aritu, lepas je dunedin, kitorang ke te anau tido semalam kat sane... then the next morning (24th june) we all ke milford sound... that morning, on the way to milford sound, we all dapat merasa snow... sume mcm jakun gile2 sebab baru first time nampak snow.. termasuklah saye... cruise kat milford sound tu mcm bosan, tp bile cruise tu dekat dengan waterfall sume cam berebut2 nak kena air.. gile sejuk tp nak jugak pegi dekat2 dengan waterfall tu... tapi milford sound tu memang cantik gile lah... anyway, korang saksikanlah sendiri photo2 we all yang memang sume cun2 lah... (hahahaha, apalah M ni puji diri sendiri.. eh bukan diri sendiri, kami berenam...)

me and donna, waiting for the bus to milford sound

bergaya dengan snow...

milford sound yang sgt cantik...

sgt suke gambar ni...

ok2... nak berbual2 ngan mak and abah ni... pastu nak fikir2 nak packing barang lagi.. aduis, saye mengalami masalah yang sama dengan miss n... tapi miss n punye barang lagi banyak dr saya... saya punya barang sikit je kot... hehehe, tu pun mak dah geleng2 kepala... hahahaha, padan muke saya... ok2... esok update blog lagi.. esok hari bershopping di harbour town... hehe... till then peeps... u know u love me...

our awesome nz trip... (part 1: dunedin)

2008-07-01T08:30:00.000-07:00

the trip was so awesome... joined the trip: jem, nabil, nia, zai, donna and me... we leaved brisbane on the evening of 20th june 2008 but that day was a very tiring day for me... i submitted my research paper at the morning and started packing that morning too.. then jem, zai, nia and me went to immigration dept to get our visa label... rushed back home, i had my 2 hours sleep before leaving the house...

our trip was like a challenge one... there were so many challenges that we had to face... the first one was of course 'the cab problem.' the company suddenly called and told that the cab cannot make it to sent us to brisbane airport... we were like so panic but luckily yase and syed were there to help... jem then forgot to tell donna that their car is approaching the city and donna pun tertinggal lah... so, donna went to the airport by train... nasib baik jugak sempat sampai... when we checked in at the counter, the staff told us that the flight might landed at auckland instead of christchurch.. it was too foggy to land at christchurch airport... but the plane managed to land there with little bit of 'terhentak..'

jem then called ayu and we waited for her for almost 45 minutes... but it was not a long wait because we were very excited taking pictures at the airport and eating the biscuits... so damn lapar that time... lucky there was a restaurant (denny's) that opens 24hours and i had my cajun fish for $18.90.. damn expensive...

new zealand international airport.. almost 1am... but still so fresh..

we arrived at ayu's house about 3am++. then everyone were so freezing and nabil slept besides the heater.. siap ade photo they all candid when nabil slept with her 'pink quilt' but malas nak upload; nanti nabil mad at me...

the next day (21stjune) we had our amazing race kejar bus... sampai ayu pun bawak keta dah over speed limit... lari2 bawak beg yang berat2 so like adventurous.. tercungap2 jugak sume orang sebab freezing satu then bawak beg berat plak tu... but we all mmg lucky sebab bus tu tunggu we all... if not burn lah bus fares and backpackers at dunedin...

we arrived dunedin almost 2pm... then straight to info centre and booked all the activities, transport and accomodations... we ate maggi mee that night but it tasted so delicious because everyone like so kebulur tak ingat... and we all sleep like so penat....

the next day (22nd june), was a relaxing day (eh yeke..?). we all jalan satu dunedin, pegi the most steepest street in the world, then pegi botanic garden, otago uni, then round2 town... so, you guys see it for urself ok... tapi kat steepest street tu saye tak naik, naik suku jek sebab mcm curam gile... tp yang lain sume naik... hahahaha... memang saya sangat pemalas untuk naik bukit2 ni...

in front of the backpackers... gile gaya minah rempit

depan public phone pun jadik...

steepest street in the world...

new zealand's first ranking to shoot a photo... biase jek tgk railway station ni..

centre of dunedin..

we visited the cadbury factory the next day (23rd june)... it was exciting visit because we all had chance to know how they make the taste of cadbury chocolate so delicious... siap curik2 amik tu... hish sungguh tak bermoral kami ni... jem siap rase serba salah gile sebab we all curi2 choc... hahahaha, xpe.. masuk cadbury factory u pun dah kena 16 dollar, so kire halal lah kitorang amik2 coklat tu.. boleh ke cenggitu..?

oklah peeps... M nak siap2 pegi sydney ni... cab nak dtg kejap lagi 4am.. maybe nanti balik from sydney and melbourne baru M update tempat2 lain yang we all visit at nz... really, the trip was so awesome and rase mcm nak honeymoon kat sane jek... tp pegi byk2 kali pun mesti M takkan berani buat bungee... hehehe... ok2... nak siap2 ni jumpa mak and abah.... take care peeps... owh lupe nak bagitau, baru check result td... yeah, i will receive my master of laws this coming 18th july... congrats to me... alhamdulillah and leh ler M bercuti2 tanpa risau pasal result.... till then, u know u love me... xoxo... M

a moment at queenstown

2008-06-24T23:05:00.000-07:00

NEW ZEALAND is so AWESOME...
really enjoyed all the activities...
can't wait to go back to brisbane to upload all the pictures and make everyone jealous... hahahaha... right now at black sheep backpackers, queenstown at 6.06 p.m... so tired and jet boating was awesome too...

THINGS THAT I LEARNT...

2008-06-17T00:11:00.000-07:00

Here in brisbane i've learned a lot from things that happened to me which of course sometimes hurts a lot. But there are also things that i've learned from a lot of enjoyable moments.

When my assignments were due and I've not done it in my best ability; I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life goes on, and it will be better tomorrow

When I called abah and emak and my tears suddenly dropped; I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when you're far away from them

When I work as part time house attendant; I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making the life'

When I forgave someone so special in my heart here; I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance

When I made decision to stay at home and did my assignments instead of having fun; I've learned that whenever i decide something with an open heart, i usually make the right decision

When i slipped at the library's stairs and i felt so pain; I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one

When I did my assignments and found new things that i don't ever know or have any idea of it; I've learned that I still have a lot to learn

When I was sitting alone and think about all my friends here who are deary to my heart and whom I will leave; I've learned that friendship and memories are precious and cannot be traded.

When my friends surprised me with the birthday party; I've learned that people will not forget how you made them feel

When my heart was too painful and I can't barely handle it; I've learned that there is always someone who is willing to cure the pain

When I felt happy and wanted to do extraordinary things; I've learned that it is more fun to share it together

When I needed help; I've learned that there is always helpful hand

AND LASTLY, I've learned that I cannot run away from weaknesses but I have to fight it and if that be so, why not now and at where I stand........

Specially dedicated to abah and emak; my family; ayang and all my friends here in brisbane....
Love you all so much.........................

A MOMENT TO REMEMBER......

2008-06-15T01:37:00.000-07:00

one research more mazlina... come on... chaiyo!chaiyo! aja2 fighting!!! hahaha, sape yang tak tgk full house mesti tak tau ape aja2 fighting tu... hikhik... i will submit my resarch paper this friday, but trying to finish the research by wednesday because thursday ade BBQ party at umah nisa and aini... eiii, x sabarnye... pastu friday i'll fly to NEW ZEALAND... NZ, wait for me!!!

eiii, tak sabarnye nak main2 snow... pastu amik2 gambar kat christchurch yang amatlah cantik scenery die, kalau ade mase, nak pegi tempat dorang shooting LOTR tu, mesti gile cantik.... i'm actually counting the day for 20th june because dah habis semua assessment for this semester... opss, ape plak this semester, for the whole LLM ni.. insyaAllah, i will be graduating on 18july, depends on my result.. harap2 semua ok and takde sangkut2 paper.. gabra jugak because result keluar 3rd july masa tu kat sydney... ya allah, perkenankanlah doa hambaMu ini, berikanlah aku keputusan yang cemerlang dalam pelajaranku AMIN...

really hope everything will go as i plan it to be. abah and emak will arrive at sydney's airport and i will meet them early in the morning at sydney airport.. then 3rd july result keluar, kalau lepas semua alhamdulillah sangat2 and boleh bercuti with abah and emak dengan hati yang lapang.

semalam saya tengok 'a moment to remeber,' nangis2 sampai bengkak2 mata... sangat sedih cite tu... macam mane lah orang nak hidup without memory.. memories are something so precious that someone will not ever trade for whatever... haha, unless dalam cite paycheck tu, leh lak die sanggup erase memory die... then pas jek tengok a moment to remember tu, time2 nak tido tibe2 saya terfikir yang hari khamis ni will be the last day for me to see several people which are my good friend here in brisbane, they are aini, nisa and ina... yang lain tu insyaAllah balik dr melbourne ade masa lagi nak jumpe dorang...

couldn't wait to go back to malaysia.. but really sad sebab nak tinggalkan kawan2 kat sini terutama aini and nisa... they are the closest friend lately... 22 june dorang nak balik malaysia untuk bercuti2 malaysia... and that means this thursday i will be seeing them for the last time until july 2009... uish, lame tu, mesti rindu gile nak xoxo ngan dorang... to aini and nisa, i will miss the time we spent together especially pegi australia zoo tu.. then lunch sama2 masak mee goreng, buat popiah and kek tu... then makan2 kat curry connection, xoxo ngan nabil skali... hahaha, really2 gonna miss that yaar (yaar in hindi best friend).... walaupun baru sekejap jek kenal korang perasaan nak berpisah nanti hari khamis ni mesti syahdu yang amat2.... hish, nanti kite spent time betul2 khamis ni walaupun ramai orang akan datang... pedulik hape, biar dorang layan diri dorang sendiri... hikhikhik..... sangat kejam saye ni..

and for several people below... love u all...

1. to H yang dah 2 weeks sy x jumpe ni, argh, maybe thursday ni pun last kite akan spent time together2, nanti maz balik dr melbourne, abah ngan mak ade, so, xleh lah nk spent time together2...

2. same goes to itot... pasni itot keja sorang2 ek... mesti rindu nak buat coffee and makan timtam together2 mase buat keja.... pastu rindu nak lepak2 krispy kreme together2 sambil memandang sume orang yang lalu kat luar krispy kreme tu... hehehe

3. to miss L and shu, thank you for being such a good friend, will miss u a lot too...

4. to jem, walaupun maz tak rapat sangat ngan jem, u r my favourite friend too, maybe kite akan spent time 10 precious day kat NZ ok.. nanti kite amik gambar sama2 banyak2 kat NZ.

5. to azaziah (who is right now sampling at india), really gonna miss the time mase kite jadik housemate tu... masak rendang and pasta untuk hari raya sampai pkl 4 pagi... then tgk movie sama2 kat hall umah alexandria court sambil ber YM2... argh... nak meleleh dah air mata ni...

6. to ina, nabil and little S.. yeah, again walaupun kite taklah rapat sangat because masing2 bz, but i will remember u all... to nabil, NZ is waiting for us...

7. to amy and family.. walaupun maz baru jek rapat2 ngan family amy this semester, really have to admit that amy memang baik sangat, lembut sangat2, amy marah pun tak mcm marah.. jeles kat amy sebab amy ade insyirah yang leh buat muke comel kalau amy tension2... argh cepatlah kawin and nak dapat baby ni...

8. to latape and hezmee, yeah maz pun baru baik ngan korang sem ni... cepat jek mase berlalu. latape, thanks for ice skating moment; will not forget your aksi peluk mamat kat ice ring tu... to hezmee, thanks for the broncos moment... really had fun and enjoy the night...

9. to emma, hilmi and mel... will not forget u all too... especially mase kite spent time same2 kat harbour town, surfer's, then pegi ice skating, makan2 kt underwood then tgk game broncos... hehehe... byk gak 'a moment to remember' kite ek...

10. to kak faza and kak yan, thanks lah sebab berjaya jadi sis yang best kat sini.. all ur food sume sedap2... kak faza: teringat masa kite habiskan duit membeli2 perfume kat indooroopilly; then habiskan duit beli pinggan mangkuk plak... aduis... thanks sis, love u and will miss u so much, pasni maz tak rase lah kuih buah melaka aka onde2 kak faza buat, tak sempat nak belajar buat pun...

10. and lastly to aini and nia... thanks for being my housemate, aini: thanks lah sebab selalu jugak masak2 kan maz lauk yang sedap... to miss N; thanks sebab selalu teman saya makan... boring woo kalau makan sorang.... kite akan spent time together2 masa kat NZ nanti yek..

malaysia.... will see u on 21st july.......................

BRONCOS HOME GAME (vs PARAMATTA EELS)

2008-06-08T06:08:00.000-07:00

hi peeps... it's too late for this post actually. as u guys know, i was so damn busy doing my take home exam. alhamdulillah dah siap and trying to finish the other one but really tgh so stress right now.. so, the best thing u should do when u r stress is either eat or sleep... but i had done both of of them and still stress out, so without feeling guilty, i think it's better for me to update about my activities last week (before the take home exam's questions is out)... hehehe

last weekend, (3oth, 31st may and 1st june) i went to three historical events.. cheh3x.. poyos jek. on the night before ayang's birthday; which is on 30th may, i went to suncorp stadium to watch brisbane broncos vs paramatta eels (eh betul ke ek?? betul kot).. it is a rugby game; which previously i used to hate because my brother ayep was so fanatic with rugby and rugby player is so busuk maa... tak tahan kalau dekat die, tak hygene langsung... hahahaha...

the game was very interesting, exciting, suspend and so like berdebar2 and byk lagilah perasaan yang ade mase tgk game tu.. i learnt about it from non other than miss H yang explain how they got their point... barulah tau TRY tu ape maksudnye dlm rugby... anyway, brisbane broncos (team yang we all support menang 26-22).. sangat best x terkata coz it was a last minute try... walaupun reece robinson yang ku cintai tak buat try pun, but really jatuh cinta dengan hot body die... sunguh menarik and mengancam... hahahaha, sempat lagi tu... tulah sape suruh tayang body depan i, i dahlah suke that mamak2 face... hehehe, gugur iman beb tgk mamat tu...

people who also went to the game was our mr. captain, hezmee; others were latape, anjas, hilmi, yase, emma, mel, miss H, miss N and me myself. we went to the stadium by train from toowong to milton, then had to walk about 10 minutes to the stadium.. saye, miss H and miss N pakai baju yang sama yang we all beli at K-Mart couple of weeks before the game (punyalah semangat). diorang ajak lagi pegi tgk game broncos this coming friday, but really sorry guys; memang tak dapat nak join because have to finish my research.. Miss N leh lah pegi, die dah antar report; status YM die asik "hari bermalas-malasan" jek... jealous gile saye... ok peeps, this are some of the photos that were taken before, during and after the game...

at toowong station; miss N, me, miss H and miss Mel

ramai2 luar suncorp stadium.. konon2 tunggu yase, tp sume bergambar sakan gile...

girls only.. posing gediks... ahaks.. tp M, H and mel x cukup gediks..

dah masuk stadium, but belum sampai seat lagi...

at our seat.. 5th from the front, before game start...

bile game dah start and semua sangat excited

after the game when everyone is so happy like crazy...!!!

M alone.. before keluar stadium...

ok, actually nak continue with activities on last saturday and sunday but really; i am too tired right now... it's 2.08 a.m and still i'm doing my research sambil2 upload gambar2 di atas... tomorrow, if saya dah sgt stress, saya update story about makan2 at rumah kak faza and trip to australia zoo... till then, u know u love me... xoxo... M...

STUPID * *

2008-06-07T05:07:00.000-07:00

hi peeps... uish, rase dah lama benar tak update blog ni... june ni belum update lagi blog. i was so busy lately doing my take home exam, monday ni lagi satu take home exam, then my research paper plak.. xpe2 mazlina... sikit lagi nk habis pastu leh enjoy...

enjoy?? yeah sebelum balik malaysia boleh lah enjoy. pg new zealand, sydney, melboune and gold coast, then convocation (insyaAllah)... but then bile dah balik malaysia mesti tak enjoy... what? tak enjoy jumpe family and orang tersayang?? no... that's not what i mean. memang rindu dengan family and orang2 tersayang kat malaysia, but mengenangkan malaysia mcm huru hara dengan pemerintahan pak lah, rase macam baik stay kat australia je. dahlah harga minyak naik mendadak, saya baru nak start keja... aduis... mesti kering poket isi minyak jek... baru berangan nak beli honda civic tu... mcm kena kuburkan jek angan2 tu... rase mcm nak tukar pakai kelisa balik jek... ayep, bak balik keta kelisa aku...

i really miss tun M's time. even though ramai yang tak suka die but obviously he's better than pak lah and his son in law, the so called KJ... ade yang lepas ni support pembangkang plak ni... drpd seorang yang support UMNO and BN, it is possible if i become the core and fanatic supporter of opposition just because the current PM of Malaysia is so damn ...

dah lah stop pasal this nonsense things going on in malaysia... i was about to update my experience last friday (30th may) - went to watch broncos' game... but after reading tun mahathir's blog, i'm now afraid to go back to malaysia. yeah, if we compare price of oil between malaysia and australia, memang malaysia lagi murah. but australia is not an oil producing company and further, their income per capita is high... imagine, saye yang keja sebagai awek cleaner ni pun leh earn almost aud 300 p.w and that is almost rm900++ per week... one month would be rm 2700... tu baru keja cleaner... belum jadik lawyer kat sini... mau gaji kat 20 - 30 k sebulan...

hish, rase mcm nak terus sambung PhD je terus.. tp xde duit.. ape nak buat, dah makan duit rakyat, so kenalah serve rakyat... so, kenalah balik dan mengajar anak2 bangsa. but saye akan mengajar anak bangsa supaya pemimpin akan datang tidak akan sedungu and sekejam pak lah... hope malaysia will go back as glorious as before... before pak lah became our PM....!! to ayang, i'm now declaring that i am free party citizen... x support mane2 pun...

never mind... esok lah i update gambar2 broncos game and australia zoo's visit... even though mcm dah lambat... now nak start doing my research... and i'm going to compare governance of state-owned enterprises in malaysia and new zealand. and ni termasuklah governance of petronas, which belong to the government. no doubt that petronas make profits but where do the profits go..? dare to guess..??? hahaha... till then... hehe, post ni tak sesuai untuk xoxo... esok2 lah kite xoxo ek..??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYANG...

2008-05-31T05:55:00.000-07:00

Ayang,

just want 2 wish u happy birthday.... sorry for not being there for u... but i hope u have a wonderful day today... and i know u got ur big present today, the wrk 159... ur lovely purple persona... nanti saye balik awk jemput ngan persona awk ek.. hehe...

ok yang, again happy birthday..

I thought it was a nice gift...

2008-05-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

really2 sad right now... *nangis*... i thought the gift that i sent was so nice that he will be so grateful to have me.... but instead he was so busy with work and forget to express his thoughtful thanks in a way that he always did. he had always called me to wish how thankful he was for something special i did for him. but not this year... i had to call him and the conversation ends with me crying.... yeah, this is what will happen when u love someone so much.......... thanks for the nice talk....

WHAT? A QUIZ???

2008-05-26T00:07:00.000-07:00

alamak, dah master pun ade kuiz2 ke... aparaaaa... close book plak tu, hish dah lame betul tak menggunakan skill menghafal cases and provisions nih, tahun lepas mase LLB (Hons) terror ah... ni bile dah amik master ni, asik buat opinion writing yang mmg books, articles and journal base, dah lupe dah skill menghafal. hish, mcm mane saye boleh manghafal dengan cepat dulu2 ek... mase exam siap tak bukak statute pun tau that provision pasal ape2, nak2 bile deal ngan National Land Code, Companies Act and Civil Procedure Code... kenapalah susah sangat nk memorize skang ni... hish UQ ni kate tak nak encourage memorizing etc... but ade gak subject yang kena memorize ni, hish kalau lah kuiz esok ni bukan 30%, dah lame buat sambil lewa jek... argh, help me.......!!!!!!! u know u love me.... M....

Minggu yang mencabar buat Mazlina...

2008-05-21T22:34:00.000-07:00

wuiyoo... lama gile tak update blog... rindu plak nak blogging. tp masa amatlah tidak mengizinkan saye untuk berceloteh2 dalam blog ni... ni saat2 kritikal saya sebagai student master kat brisbane ni.. 3 assignments due next week... then another 2 take home exams are waiting for me in june and finally my research paper on governance of state owned enterprises: comparative study between malaysia and new zealand will have to be submitted on 20th june... aduis...

dahlah minggu ini adalah minggu yang sangat tension buat saye... ingatkan boleh lah buat assignment dengan tenang tanpa sebarang masalah, rupe2nye langit tu tak sentiasa cerah.. kadang2 Allah menduga kesabaran kite tanpa diduga. ya, saya bersyukur kerana bersabar dengan masalah yang telah ditetapkan olehNya. dan saye juga bersyukur kerana Allah telah membuka mata saye untuk menilai yang mana intan dan yang mana permata... apa lagi yang mampu seorang perempuan yang jauh dari keluarganya lakukan selain mengalirkan air mata dan berdoa semoga hatinya tabah menempuh segala dugaan. masalah yang saye hadapi sekarang ini tiada kaitan dengan pelajaran saya, masalah peribadi yang biasa dialami oleh kebanyakan perempuan. dan saya hairan, saya cube untuk berlagak biasa, but seems like there were already a barrier since that day, yeah i'll never forget last monday for the whole of my life.... "hati ini walaupun telah dilukai namun diri tabah jua menghadapi.." hahahaha, boleh plak tulis lirik lagu kat sini kan..???

oklah, stop with all the stupid and nonsense things that happened this week.. sekarang ni, balik je dr keja saye sudah tidak tido seperti dahulu kerana saye perlu disiplin untuk menyiapkan tugasan saye... saye dah tak sabar nak balik malaysia dan berjumpa dengan keluarga tercinta. sekarang ni, hanya mak, ayang dan beberapa teman "KUBA" yang mampu buat saye tersenyum. owh ye, semalam saye gelak lah jugak sambil tengok cerita CUCI yang lawak gile tu... kihkihkih....

this saturday will be my mom's birthday and next saturday will be ayang's... two most important people in my life... saye sudah hantar kad and hadiah kepada mak dan ayang... hope they'll receive it on time and hoping that they'll love what they get...

haritu chatting ngan ikmal hisham and dia kate kemungkinan besar ade antara kami TPM ni yang akan kena posting sarawak sebab lecturer law memang tengah kritikal kat sane... alah, ni yang tension ni, saye nak mengajar di shah alam sebab boyfriend saye bekerja kat pusat bandar damansara, susah die nak transfer2... harap2 puan saudah boleh consider saye mangajar di shah alam... takutnye kalau kena posting jauh2, sarawak ke, merbok ke... aduis... hari2 berdoa agar dpt posting shah alam ni... tak tau lah dimakbulkan ke tidak... harap2 Allah memperkenankan doa hambaNya ini... AMIN...

oklah, till then... till I have time to update my blog... u know u love me... xoxo... M

TENSION!!!

2008-05-13T01:29:00.000-07:00

argh... tension bile nak siap assignment nih.. rase mcm dah tulis panjang dah, tapi bile check word count masih tak cukup2 lagi... hish..

dah lah tengah pening soalan assignment ni ntah ape2... tak tau nak pakai law mane, hague-visby rules ke, australian COGSA ke or korean commercial code.. ish, lecturer2 ni suke betul buat soalan yg complicated.. nanti bile saye jadi lecturer, saye akan buat soalan senang jek... hahahaha, yeah right!! inilah mase nak balas dendam... hahahaha, saye akan buat soalan yang paling susah... sampai demam2 and muntah2 student jawab soalan saye... (tanduk di kepala sudah mula nak tumbuh... warning: beware to all future uitm law student...)

oklah... nak sambung buat assignmnent international trade law ni... tak boleh update blog panjang2, nanti ade orang sound plak: kate bz, leh plak update blog... bye peeps... xoxo... M... ;)

LAST 100 METERS....

2008-05-11T01:34:00.000-07:00

i named the post "last 100 meters" because i've finished my intensive course today at 5.15p.m... actually the quote "last 100 meters, came from kak ros who is now struggling to finish her theses for phd. i will finish my internal course in just a few weeks time... argh, really can't wait to finish my LLM unofficially on 20th june when i submit the research paper for corporate law. the result will be out on 2nd july and if mine is fine (no sangku2 paper); i will officially obtained my LLM on 18th july... weeheee...

now that i'm finish with the class, i need to submit all my assignments (which like s**t all due almost the same time).. wargh, i'm going to be so busy this months until mid june... hahaha, but i think i'll still have time to update my blog.... hikhik.. there are 3 assignments due end of this month, 2 other on early june and one research paper on mid june... come on mazlina... remember, this is ur final 100 meters... strive and struggle with it.. u can do it despite the fact that u think u cannot... (hahahaha, sungguh x positif my mind...)

nway, the last few weeks were like a miserable things that ever happened to me (except of course my birthday celebration; the sleepover and I's birthday pasty yesterday). i did not enjoy the way i spent my weekends; went to the class from 9am to 5pm.. but i did like this corporate law class.. why? hehehe, because the faculty took the initiatives serving the students with coffee and cakes for morning break... hikhik, that was the fun side of the class besides having my laptop on during the class and surfing the net while the lecturer gave his talk... hahahaha... so, malaysian lah mazlina ni!!

all my friends here are busy too, doing their final work for final exam, confirmation and etc2... and to u guys... wish u all the best and remember that anything u do, do it with all your heart.. my pray will always be there for u...

ok, enough for studies... right now, i'm missing some very important people in my life... if only i could go back to malaysia for a while and to see them even for an hour... huh, that could not be happening.. so, mazlina.. just focusly do ur work and remember, the time to go back to malaysia will soon arrive... pandailah mazlina ni pujuk diri sendiri kan???

anyway, i was told by someone today that i need to smile... (don't need to mention his name and for what reason he asked me to smile... hehehe, but i did mentioned it was 'he' right??). i was really annoyed by his comment but when i think it all over again, it was really silly for me to be annoyed by his comment... so, from now on i'm going to smile even for something litlle or stupid or simple.. don't know whether i can do it or not, because i am a type of person who seldom smiles... but it's a character right? and someone's character can be changed provided there are extra reasons for the change... i really want to smile, even when i have problems, even when i'm pushed beyond my limit, even when something unexpectedly happens but no doubt, i don't really think i could do it... but, it's no harm trying.. i will try... insyaAllah, with HIS blessings, i will change to be a better person... AMIN... for whoever who like to smile; teach me to smile please... especially for a simple stupid things...

lastly... for u guys and girls whom i love so much... do make a wish and place it in your heart... anything u want; everything u want... then, always believe that it can come true...!! remember that u'll never know what's the next miracle would come from the next smile.. so, keep smiling and who knows, the miracle is just around the corner.... (i think i should dedicate the last sentence to myself...).. wish me luck peeps..

u know u love me... xoxo... M... ;)

i've been tagged!!!

2008-05-06T02:14:00.000-07:00

Name Tag : Mazlina Mahali
Tagged by: Nadia Jalaludin (Miss N)

The Rules :
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged, and to read your blog.

Miss N, i love being tagged also... weehee... ade chance update blog walaupun tengah busy sesangat ni... hahahaha... 8 facts about me... hope u like it...

FACT 1
I love addin more than adriana... hihihihi, jahat sungguh M... sungguh berat sebelah... no, bukan sebab addin fair than adriana, it's because he is the first anak sedara... that's why ma...

FACT 2
I will be getting married this coming december; insyaAllah, with the person i love the most... muhammad umar abdul razak...

FACT 3
mase M kecik2 mak kate M suke makan and telan getah... bukan chewing gum ek... getah gelang yang warna coklat tu... mak kate ntah berapa banyak lah M telan menda tu... hihihihi

FACT 4
mase kat sekolah dulu M sangat gelap sampai budak2 lelaki panggil M keling and pasha, niza, shariman sume panggil M Letchumy Naidu (mase form 3)... sedih tau... sampai birthday card pun dorang tulis "especially dedicated to Letchumy Naidu"... ntah ape2... lepas SPM, M start pakai product de wajah, hehehe, pastu terus jadi putih... skang dah gelap balik sebab sunburn haritu tak hilang2 lagi... hish... nak kawin dah ni.... come on M, mari putihkan kulit dan kuruskan badan...!!!

FACT 5
mase kecik2 dulu M selalu curi duit kat wallet abah... tapi abah tak pernah marah... hahahahaha...

FACT 6
M dah miss 2 important wedding while i'm studying here... ateh's wedding and anis' wedding... sangat sedih sebab dorang 2 memang best friend M mase diploma kat melaka...

FACT 7
i am a perfectionist in my work... i do not like to do cincai2 work... so, i always do the best for all my assignments even though it was a last minute preparation, M rela tak tido daripada buat keja janji siap...

FACT 8
at my house they called me by the name of 'TITIT.' Actually, mase M kecik2 puas orang panggil M dengan nama Mazlina tapi M buat tak endah jek... then one day abah came back from work at kluang and pressed the hon of his car. i was 1++ then, i ran towards the car and started to laugh a lot... the hon sound was like 'teet teet'.. hehehe, that's where i got my pet name...

Ok, now the fun part... people that i want to tag:
1. Ayang
2. Ikmal
3. Feisal
4. Asril
5. Hafiza
6. Rinanda
7. azlan roni
8. boleh tak nak tag Miss N balik... hehehehe, xde orang nak tag dah lah... come on Miss N, u can do it...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE MAZLINA...

2008-05-05T00:39:00.000-07:00

my birthday is tomorrow. but my friends here in brisbane had celebrated it yesterday... yeah, this is what u will get if ur birthday is in the weekdays... hehehehe... never mind, i'm really surprised and touched by their effort to celebrate my birthday even though it is in advance.

the story began when i received a text from N. she said; 'M, malam ni kite takyah masak. nabil ngan ina ajak makan umah dorang, weehee..' and with innocent happiness, i replied 'yay.. bestnye.. suke betul ade orang nak masakkan..' i had my intensive class for my international dispute settlement from 9 to 5 yesterday. so, it is wonderful if u don't have to think about cooking when someone willingly want to cook for u... hehehehe.. then suddenly andy asked me whether i want to follow him and half of the class to south bank to watch buddha festival. i was thinking it would be fun if i join the class, but since i had made a promise to N to go with her to the 'dinner thing' so i just replied to andy that i have dinner with my malaysian friend. there's a bit of frustration in his face, don't know why.. hehehe... lain kali lah ye andy...

i reached home at 5.30 and performed my maghrib. N was not home; probably at lab. then about 6++, she came back home and made a fruit trifle. she said to me that she had promised to ina and nabil to bring the trifle. i did not suspect anything because it was not my birthday yesterday. plus N said that ina and nabil dah lama tak buat makan2, and nisa and rain pun x pernah datang umah dorang lagi... hehehehe... so, without any suspicion, i believe it. N said that the dinner will start at 7. after isya' i started to dress, but really, because of so tired i did not put any make up. and i still wear the same blouse. it's already 7 and i waited for N to come out from her room until 7.15 and i felt asleep for a moment. hehehehe, lapar punye pasal nih.. (i did not bring my lunch yesterday; i had oreo stick and picnic choc for my lunch...)

then we walked to ina and nabil's house, which is like 3 minutes walk plus the 'naik bukit' action... hehehehe.. then, when they openned the door, SURPRISE!!! gile terkejut beruk jugak lah... HAPPY BIRTDAY MAZLINA... they sang a birthday song for me.. wah, i'm so surprised because i don't really expect the party plus it is not my birthday yet.. hehehe, i blew the candles... then they said that they have to celebrate it yesterday because everyone is busy on this coming tuesday... so, i had my birthday celebration on 4th may.. it was so fun... it was so touched and really it was so surprised... (tapi xdelah sampai nangis macam orang tu kan...). i was told that the masterminds were non other than miss H and miss N... thank u cupid H and cupid N...

M yang tersipu2.. hehehe

ahaks... mcm surrender jek...

the party was awesome... i had a great nite.. all the friends were there... rindu kat ramai orang sebenarnye... sebab lama tak jumpe especially kak faza, kak yan, shu, Z and jem... yang lain semua baru sangat jumpe... but it was really good to gather in a nite you never expected it to be... kalau M tau nak celebrate birthday M, mesti M dah dressing and make up lawa2... ni dah lah tak make up langsung, pakai baju yang pegi class punye... hish, sungguh surprise...

that nite almost all the food were pastas... except itot and H jek yg masak mee hoon goreng.. sume masak sedap... berbagai2 jenis pasta M rase semalam... and the birthday chocolate cake was so good and tempting... i ate 2 slices of it.. (thanks to nisa, shida and rain yang pi beli cake kat indooroo...) N's trifle was so good too sampai rain pun tanye recipe die... hahaha, tanyelah N, tanye M buat ape.. below are the pictures of the food and the cake...

pastas, mee hoon, pizza and rendang rain... hikhikhik

noticed the candles..? 2 + 6... hahaha..

then, it was time for me to cut the cake.. everyone was like "tak sabarnye" nak makan kek tu.."

"potong kek time"

after the 'makan session,' jeng jeng jeng... it was time for me to open my birthday birthday present. it was nicely wrapped with plain blue wrapper... and it was heavy too... apelah budak2 ni belikan aku... hehehe... they gave me a nice english platter from royal club... Miss H bought it at harbour town on saturday... really nice and i like it so much because i like english style deco.. and Miss L gave me this green english style table runner... it is so nice too and i like the most is the birtday card, signed by all my friends here... love u guys so much...

posing2 before bukak hadiah...

nicest gifts ever... thank u all...

last but not least, biaselah us being us, mestilah berposing2 after dah abis party... hehehehe...

byk lagi photos yang we all amik.. but mcm malas nak upoload sebab dah nak pi umah little tgk desperate housewives... hehehehe

ok peeps... thank u for the birthday celebration... thanks to all who came; N, H, Itot a.k.a I (even though die x kasik panggi die I), ina, nabil, little, nisa, rain, Z, shu, kak fida, kak faza, kak yan, jem, L, donna and alia... thanks everybody... love u so much... muahs... till next time... u know u love me... xoxo... M... ;)

ABOUT ME (PART 2)... ME and MY FAMILY..

2008-04-29T04:32:00.000-07:00

hi peeps... at my previous post, i kind of promise to write about my family... so, to whoever who are interested to know me and my family better, here are the stories about my lovely family.

ok let me start with my father a.k.a mahali taib. he is now going to turn 57 years old. he was born on 28 august 1951 at a felda (don't actually know the name) at kluang. he is the eldest in the family and being the eldest as he is; responsible is a best word to describe him. whenever we passed by at kluang, he started to tell us of how much his family suffered especially during the british colonization where they learnt about starving and 'the semangat kemerdekaan' thing. personally, i adore my father very much. as said before, he is very responsible and caring. being the only daughter of him make me proud because as i grew up i really think that he loves me more than my two other brothers. hehehe, to madeq and ayep; don't be mad ok... abah memang sayang aku lebih... previously my father worked at CIMB as head of retail business centre, johor. my father is a family man.. much of his time is spent with his wife, and his children. back then when he was still working, he went out from the house at 8.30 and went straight home at 5.30 or 6 in the evening. he never complained about his work and he do the cooking and laundry until now (eheh; except when i'm at home)... fuish, wish my two brothers are like him... and one more thing u guys should know about my father is that he has great voice... ala2 tan sri p ramlee tu... kalau die nyanyi seroja, kalah mawi tau... hehehehe... lagu seroja tu M dah tau sejak kecik lagi sebab mak kate abah selalu nyanyi kat M mase M kecik2... but strange thing to note that when i was a little girl; i don't like my father as much as i do now... back then i'm afraid of him because he forced me to 'makan nasik' which i did not like at that time... sedih wo kena tengking sebab buang nasik kat bawah meja... hahahaha, padan muka M... and another thing to note is that M rajin belajar adalah kerana lelaki ini... kerana die lah M berjaya belajar tinggi2 sampai ke australia ni... M dah 3 kali convo and setiap kali convo tu lah abah menitiskan air mata die... air mata terharu... (uish, bergenang dah air mata ku ini...). guys, this is the picture of the man i love the most in my life...

hikhikhik.. abah yang macho at gunung tangkuban parahu, bandung, west java

ok, now let's move to my beautiful mother, pn rukiah k. alawee. my mother was born at batu pahat, johor but his father was from india somewhere in kerala... that's why her father's name starts with the letter 'k'. i must admit that my mother is a beautiful lady inside and out... she is now 55 years old, born on 24th may 1953. she came from a rich family. my great grandfather, c.ahmad was a rich man at batu pahat back then on 1950 and 60's. my mother lost her mother (my grandmother) when she was 17. so, she always say to me that i am lucky that i still have her at my age, and yes i am lucky to have her in my life... (hehehe, walaupun selalu gak gaduh2 ngan mak, ntah ape2 lah M ni, tak baik tau gaduh ngan mak). but she is a very sensitive woman especially lately ni.. (hehe, symtom2 manopause abah kate... betul ke spelling tu ek..?). my mother loves to decorate her house. kalau u guys datang umah M, mesti u guys amazed how my mother decorate her house. she is creative, she likes branded and expensive thing and that's where i inherited it... hehehehe... she loves my brother, mahathir very much because he is eldest and he inherited most of mak's physical kot... hehehe, boleh ke mcm tu? tapi memang nampak lah ape2 pun mak akan lebihkan mahathir... sian ayep, xde orang nak lebih2kan die... kahkahkah.. ok peeps, here is my mother... isn't she beautiful??

my mom with her grand daughter, adriana

ok, now let me tell you guys about my elder brother, mahathir mahali. nama die memang sengaja ditiru oleh mak saye sempena nama our mantan prime minister. he was born on 28th february 1977 at batu pahat. die ni handsome jugaklah, adelah ala2 campuran shajiri and ally iskandar sikit, cume die gelap jek... hahahaha... muke die memang mamak abislah, sebab tu mak sayang lebih kat die... he is a lecturer at uitm. die ni very the pembersih... pasal personal hygene.. loves ping pong very much. abang saye ade sindrom nervous yg agak kronic jugak and sampai sekarang die ckp tergagap2 sikit... hehehe, tp die ni sangat rajin belajar jugak, macam saye (sempat lagi tu nak puji diri sendiri, kuikuikui) he is very particular about health, sebab tu die tak suke orang gemuk yang tak jage makan (mcm saye). die selalu jugaklah nasihat jgn makan byk, dahlah awak tu xde sport mcm kat sekolah dulu... (tak mcm ayep, bukan nasihat, kutuk je lebih). he is a big fan of arsenal (which i pun terikut2). he loves when it is time to go back to batu pahat for holiday sebab tempat makan sume best2 and murah2... especially his favourite lontong goreng... kecik2 dulu die adalah sangat nakal sebab suka membunuh binatang2 seperti anak kucing dan anak ayam... tapi mase zaman2 sekolah, die sangat rajin; demam pun gi sekolah jugak... bagus2... and here is my abang, en mahathir...

ade tak ala2 shajiri or ally iskandar??

the next person i want to write about is my beautiful sis in law... junaidah jamaluddin. she was born on 6th april 1977 at alor setar, kedah... have long, straight and shiny hair. she is a lecturer at uitm. she is also particular about cleanliness and personal hygene. for me she is simple yet sensitive, patient and love to smile... kakak ipar M ni sangatlah lembut orangnye... tutur kate die tertib dan teratur jek... sejuklah mata mertua dapat menantu mcm die... hehehehe... die sangat menjaga makan, sebab nak maintain badan... her food that she cooked tastes good, especially her sambal tumis udang. can't tell u guys much about my sis in law ni sebab baru beberapa tahun je kenal die... ha, and one more thing; she loves to buy me gift, either for my convocation or birthday. hehehe, best wo dapat hadiah mahal. abang and sis in law sekarang tgh buat PhD kat malaysia, at uitm too. semangat uitm dihatiku ni... hehehe.. below is my sis in law...

my lovely2 sis junn

next on the list is my younger brother, mahariff mahali a.k.a ayep the gonjeng... hahahaha, M pun suke panggil die shrek sebab badan die ngan hidung die besar mcm shrek and hairy jugak lah mamat ni... ewww.. he was born on 30th september 1984, which means he is 2 years younger than me but physically, he looks 10 years older than me... hahahaha.. ni lah time nak kutuk die... ayep ni panggil M 'gem' which is singkatan to gemuk.. bodoh sungguh... ayep ni memang semulajadi genius tp agak pemalas. die x study pun leh excel. he loves rugby so much, he is interested in bela kambing and jadi orang kaya. makhluk ni amatlah pemalas orangnye, sangatlah x hygenic langsung. suke gile x gosok gigi walaupun baru bangun tido. hish, jangan buat laki mamat nih. hehehe.. but apart from negative side of him, he values friends as families (kadang2 lebih dr family which is sangat menensionkan abah..) he has a girlfriend whose name is sarah (mcm manelah minah ni leh sangkut kat die pun M tak tau...) ayep ni dr kecik suke menjahanamkan barang. kalau die pakai keta mesti accident nye, x tau lah apsal... ade jin lekat kat badan die kot... hahahaha... oklah, this is him...

hahaha.. inilah malaysian's shrek...

last but not least is my nephew and niece; muhammad addin rafiq and jasmine adriana... pergh, nama jek dah dasyat.. saye sangat sayang dengan dorang... dua2 sangat comel. this year addin will be 5 and adriana will be 4... cepatnye masa berlalu. ingat lagi masa addin umur setahun, M jage die kat sebulan sampai die leh lupe sape abah ngan mak die... mase tu kak junn deliver adriana, so tak boleh nak jaga addin. so, saye sebagai aunty yang solehah jagelah addin tercinta tu. best sangat jage dorang, rase mcm nak kawin cepat and dapat anak cepat2 jek.. (eiii, malu plak). nway, nothing much to say about them just that they are fun to be with and sometimes menduga iman jugak... and this is a cute picture of them...

addin and adriana at mines resort city

i really treasure every moment with my family... bak kate orang; sume orang yang hidup ni kite kena hargai sebelum sesuatu terjadi kepada mereka. that's why people should not take for granted what others might feel. be sensitive in life, sensitive in the sense that u can actually feel what others might feel and try not to be mcm takde perasaan. hehehehe...

ok, that's enough for now... M nak masak ni, nak masak sayur kacang goreng jek, pastu goreng telur, ayam semalam ade lagi... till jumpe lagi... sekarang tgh bz ni.. (cheh, bz pun sempat update blog ni...).. cepatlah masa berlalu please, tak sabar nak abis kelas, tak sabar nak grad... bye... xoxo... M... ;)

oh duit allowance...

2008-04-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

aduih.... tensionnye duit allowance tak masuk lagi... kenapalah dorang ni lembap sangat nak masuukan duit ni... patutnye dorang (erk.. tak tau nak salahkan KPT or the banks kat sini..) kenalah faham kite ni merantau jauh, duit tu satu keperluan terutama bile rent dah due ni... isk2.. nak nangis pun air mata tak nak kuar... dah lah minggu ni M tak keja walaupun sehari sebab intensive classes untuk contemporary issues in corporate law and international dispute settlement dah start... mak, nak balik malaysia lah mcm nih... dah lah next week birthday; kalau duit tak masuk tak bestnye, tak boleh nak beli hadiah untuk diri sendiri... apelah dorang ni... duit oh duit; masuk lah engkau dengan kadar yang segera.

weekend at 18/22 warren st, st lucia

2008-04-27T04:09:00.000-07:00

hi all, hehehehe, baru update blog semalam... hari ni dah nak update lagi... xpelah, sementara ade kat umah little S ni, ni jek kesempatan nak update blog sementara nak tunggu internet ade balik kat umah. hehehehe, sebenarnye nk story pasal anzac day. we all (M, rain a.k.a abangku, nisa, little S and itot) pegi anzac day parade kat city tp xdelah best sangat pun... biase jek. maybe sebab we all x kenal sume warrior yang dah tua2 dok melambai2 tu... hehehehe, tapi ausie citizen memang beria ah tepuk tangan sume, yang nangis2 pun ade... kalau banding dengan perbarisan kat malaysia, lagi hebat kat malaysia lah... hehehehehe...

M pun mcm wondering jugak lah kenapa lah australian ni celebrate anzac day ni... so M pun google lah kat internet pasal anzac day... actually every 25th april, australians celebrate anzac day to commenmorates the landing of Australian and New Zealand troops at Gallipoli (hehehehe, xtau lah celah mane plak tempat ni; malas nak further google lagi...). they landed there on 25th april 1915, and the date, was officially declared anzac day in 1916. u guys should know that anzac stands for australian and new zealand army corp. in 1917, the word anzac signifies someone who fought at gallipoli and later it came to mean any australian or new zealander who served in the first world war. during the second world war, anzac became a day on which the lives of all australians and new zealander lost in war time were remembered. as i read the article, i understand that anzac day is the day to recognises the qualities of courage, mateship and sacrifices.

so ni ler gambar2 parade mase anzac day tu... x lawa sangat lah gambar die sebab M kat belakang, nak amik gambar pun kena curi2... hehehehe... tp at least M amik lah gambar jek, drpd si rain abangku tu dok diam jek kat situ kutuk2 orang... hahahahaha... hehehehe, jangan marah rain... nanti kena jual...

hehehe, pastu seperti biaselah, us being us, berposing lah jugak... then as usual, nature play its role, we all were too starving.. (hehehehe, M je kot sebab x sempat heavy breakfast). kitorang ingat nak makan kat satay club, pastu nasib memang tak baik, satay club tutup... biaselah kat sini kalau public holiday jek sume tutup, bukan macam kat malaysia; kalau public holiday kedai2 lagi banyak bukak... kitorang pun decide makan kat pancake house. dah lah ade another 15% extra for surcharge. bayar jelah, nak buat mcm mane. kitorang order 2 pancake ngan wedges. and bile lapar tu sume benda jadi sedap... (hehe, tp memang sedap pun pancake die; dahlah besar yang amat). M kongsi ngan itot, rain kongsi ngan nisa and little as usual kesorangan... hahahahaha... ok, nilah gambar2 kitorang berposing2 tu...

me and rain...

me and dearest nisa..

itot, M, litlle S and rain... in front of pancakes house..

ok2.. stop pasal anzac day parade.. petang tu we all semua berkumpul kat umah little S untuk merealisasikan sleep over party kitorang yang di plan oleh miss N and miss litlle. saye buat lasagne, miss N buat pizza, H buat nasi goreng and nabil and ina buat bihun singapore. best sangat sleepover kitorang. lepas makan, kitorang main uno and nisa bangga gile dpt menang, baru sekali dah kecoh. hahahaha... then we all tengok bangku kosong (cite hantu indon); kecuali N and H yang berxoxo kat bilik lillte S.. little S pun xleh kire tengok gak sebab die siap boleh tertido... ape ntah, x remaja sungguh... pastu M, itot, nabil, N, little S and H ber xoxo plak. tp M and little S tido pkl 1.30... esoknye sume bangun subuh; pastu sambung tido sampai pkl 9.40... best wo bangun lambat...

menu untuk sabtu, 26th april ialah mee kari yang dimasak oleh non other than me... hehehehe... best jugak lah M masak ni, kire ade bakat jugaklah... hahahaha (puji diri ni)... saturday mcm bosan sikit lah sebab xde aktivii menarik sangat. malam pun tengok harry potter (goblet of fire) jek... pastu update blog yang M post semalam tu...

today (sunday 27th april), we all sume makan soto.. itot, nisa, rain and shidah tolong M masak. pastu tunggu miss N balik dr lab baru makan. about 4 p.m N and itot pegi main futsal. M and nisa pastu berjalan2 tgk miss N and itot main futsal, mule2 pagi nak join tp sibuk main internet sangat, we all join jugak; join tengok jelah... hahahaha... M and nisa ajak little S ikut sama tp miss little tu biaselah, sombong je lebih kan; nak buat keja die kate.. pastu balik2 umah die dok melantak cekodok plak...

tadi masa tengok miss N and itot main futsal, kitorang siap sempat bergambar2... hehehehe... best2...

M, N and nisa... hehe, so in love with this picture.. ngeh3x

nisa, M and itot... gambar ni pun suke gak... hehehehe..

ok then... penat lah plak update blog ni... nak rest2 lah... anyway, this is a memorable weekend at 18/22 warren st. mule2 nak balik lah carmody malam ni tapi sebab mcm malas je nak balik sebab bukan leh online pun, tu yang stay lagi... esok pagi M and N balik lah umah, lagipun tomorrow is working day and harap2 duit allowance kpt masuk. to penghuni 18/22 waren st ni, M nak ucapkan bebanyak thank u... jasa korang M takkan lupe; korang lah kawan yang sangat best... hehehehe, best ape tido sebelah rain... rain manje.. ngehngehngeh... and to little S, sorry sebab suke menyakat awak; jangan amik hati ye little... till then, xoxo... M... ;)

Brisbane Port Visit

2008-04-26T02:08:00.000-07:00

hi peeps... lama dah tak update blog.. sedih internet connection takdek kat umah... sume gara2... eiii, malas plak nak lepas geram lagi. cukuplah lepas geram kat H, Itot ngan penghuni 18/22 warren st ni... ni pun M update blog kat umah little S, aini and nisa... sedihnye... semalam tido sini buat sleepover, malam ni pun tido sini lagi... aduis, harap2 M and N tak menyusahkan little S ngan housemate ye... tapi malam semalam M dah masak lasagne, tp tu pun sebab nisa nak belajar sangat... tengahari td pun saye dah masak mee curry... hehehehe, siap kena puji, kembang sekejap M... esok kitorang plan nak buat soto... hahaha, marilah bersama2 membesarkan badan kawan2 ku... ek eleh kalau makan kang, lain sume tak gemuk... M sorang je yang membesar je.. mane aci, nak2 si little ngan itot tu... tak puas hati sungguh ngan dorang...

oklah, actually nak tulis pasal brisbane port visit. on 24th april 2008, we (carriage by goods by sea's class) went to brisbane port for a class trip. best wo! the purpose of the trip is to see the procedure of cargo loading from ship; what documentation needed for the loading; and insurance process in case where the cargo is damaged in the event of mishandling.

we had to meet at the uq chancellor's place at 9.am and we arrived at brisbane port at approximately 9.45a.m. as soon as we arrived, we were served with some refreshment and about 10a.m, the customer service officer gave a welcoming speech and explained us the history of brisbane port from as early as 1860's... hehehe, what is law if we do not knew the history, right?? then the officer proceed to explain the development and the future of the port. he also touched about some popular goods that arrived at the port. the goods are such as coal, cement, oil and cars.

the officer then pass the floor to another lady officer (can't remember her name) and she then brought us into the bus and the trip begun. the first place we visited was the coal berth. it was so gorgeous because i've never seen such a lot of coal in my life. almost all place is in black colour and everyone of us was so amazed. same goes to the wood chips berths. there was a lot of it that it look so amazing. and the most weird thing is that even though it is a wood chips, it is not flying even when the wind blew so hard.... i don't know why; but when i asked one of my class mate, he said that the wood chip is wet.. i don't know whether to believe it or not...

loads of coal; amazing isn't it???

we were then brought to the cement berth; the oil berth, the car berth.. the trip finished almost at 1p.m but unluckily we were not served with lunch because the trip was supposedly to finish at 11.30. we were starving and hungry. hehehe, but in the middle of starving we still managed to take some picture in front before we finally reached uq.

tonnes of wood chips

general cargo berths

pia, suprita and me...

from left; ryan, maz, karem and suprita

hehehe, lupe nak cite pasal mamat karem tu... i talked to him for the first time when we went to the trip. he is very handsome as u can see... suke sangat tengok die tau... hehehehe, M pun berbual2 lah ngan die mase trip tu.. barulah M tau die tu muslim. his father org turkey and his mom org german.. mix blood mcm M jugaklah kire2nye... hehehehe, tp die terlampau handsome lah plak kan... hehehehe, ni yang semangat nak pegi tuesday's class ni... dah ade semangat baru ni... go M, kalau leh buat study discussion ngan die pun xpe... hehehehehe... lupe jap kat abang alex kalau pikir pasal mamat ni... hish teruk betul lah M ni... ayang jgn marah ye... ni name die flirting menggedik sebelum kawin... hehehehehe

we all terus jek balik pastu but M, aslan, vivian, dao and suprita singgah nando's untuk lunch... aduis M tetiba crave nando's lah plak... hehehehe... kitorang pun melantak lah dengan berjayanye...

me and dao

aslan and me... itot kate M jek yang beria nak rapat2 ngan aslan tu... eiii, sungguh x benar, M nak posing manje jek... hehehehe

ramai2 amik gambar

oklah kawan2 ku... ade orang kat depan yang tgh tgk harry potter tu dah mengumpat2 cakap M beria update blog... tu kalau tak bace blog saye tu tak tau lah nak ckp ape... penat upload gambar sume ni... xpe2... esok M update blog pasal anzac parade plak ek litlle and itot... hehehehe... till then, happy reading... muahs... xoxo... M... ;)

ABOUT ME (PART 1)

2008-04-20T02:05:00.000-07:00

hi there again... cheh2 sejak2 ade blog ni nak update jek.. hehehehe... going to tell u guys what happened today... boring gak mcm semalam, pagi pegi kelas 9 to 4.30... hehehe, dpt balik awal sebab prof paul myburgh nak catch plane back to auckland... today's class agak memeningkan jugak lah... kena blaja pasal hague rules, hague/visby rules and hamburg rules... pastu siap kena relatekan dgn queensland carriage of goods by sea act 1991... ish mesti korang pening kan?? ni baru bagitau name2 convention; belum masuk name2 case lagi... hish... dah stop2 pasal study... nway today is my last class for international trade law... there will be an opinion writing waiting to be handed on 26th may... 5250 words lagi... aduis... so, kat sebelah tu adelah gambar me and professor paul myburgh... yelah, last class kan td; so amikler gambar together2... hehehehe... then after jek paul bagi soalan, kitorang sume pun packing lah nak balik and suddenly pia, ryan, andy and aslan approached me tanye nak join tak study group dorang... they will meet every friday from 2 to 5 p.m. so orang dah invite kan; so M pun accept je lah... lagipun leh discuss soalan opinion writing tu... hehehehe

oklah, actually M nak cite pasal M ni... ok, for all of u who didn't know me well; here's a little bit of myself. born on may the 6th, 1982... at batu pahat... my hometown is at batu pahat, johor. sekolah rendah kat srk convent batu pahat. then sambung blaja kat sm sains sultan haji ahmad shah (semsas)... wo, talking about semsas; i should publish a special post for cerita kat semsas jek... hehehehehe; byk wo kenangan manis, pahit, masam and masin kat semsas ni... hahahaha. then after spm M keja sat kat kfc batu pahat for about 7 months sebab intake nak masuk uni mase tu kena tunggu sampai june... yelah, M x pandai sgt mcm orang lain dpt masuk matriculation... pastu kan mase keja kfc tu lah M jadi gemuk tau... sedih sangat, pastu nak turunkan berat badan dah susah dah, hehehehe alasan je sebenarnye; boleh jek nak manage weight kalau betul caranye kan??

then M dapat masuk uitm alor gajah; sambung diploma in public administration... mase diploma ni pun byk sgt kenangan terindah terjadi dlm hidup M tau... hehehehehe... then after three years kat alor gajah, M sambung degree kat uitm shah alam... bachelor of legal studies (hons.); M pun tak sure kenapa boleh tercampak kat law fac ni sebab dr sekolah xdelah minat sgt history... hehehehe... alhamdulillah; M berjaya graduate dengan second class upper... lepas graduate kan M ingat nak terus keja pastu M terusler apply tutor kat uitm jengka... tapi tak tau plak dr. musrifah ( my dean) yg akan interview... my dean then advice M to continue with my LLB (Hons.). time interview tu die siap boleh janji kat M die akan offer M young lecturer scheme if M agree to continue my LLB... omg, my dean ni kan....

then pastu bermula lah hidup baru M... for one year i took the professional program... it's like very hectic, life was so busy with assignments, case readings, presentation and filing... argh, so tiring that M lost weight jugak lah... hehehehe. the program is designed so that students can actually feel part of practical world of a lawyer... we were grouped into a small firm of 4 to 5 each firm.. and each firm have to have one senior partner... hehehehe, malas ah nak bangga tapi i was a senior partner in my firm; MAZLINA & ASSOCIATES... my firm mate is wawa, diana and shana... byk gak lah problem firm mate but we all manage to solve the problem... xpe2, tu sume dugaan dan cabaran hidup yg semua orang kena lalui... biaselah crisis dengan firm mate ni kan...? mase LLB ni lah M amat bertuah to have muhammad umar in my life.... he was so supportive and so patient... we went to office together, we went back together, had lunch and dinner together almost every single day... and to tell u all the truth, i cannot afford to lose a guy like him in my life... ya allah, panjangkanlah dan tetapkanlah jodoh kami berdua dan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat...

jun 2007, M graduate LLB (Hons.) with first class... i'm the only student who got first class that semester... rase mcm sangat bertuah sebab tak sia2 usaha M stay kat office sampai lewat malam... study mcm orang gile; semata2 nak prove to my dean that i'm worthy to get the tpm's scheme... finally 12th july 2007, M terbang ke brisbane sambung master plak... preparation sebelum fly amatlah memeningkan kepala... M mcm dah putus harapan mase tu; dah lah pegi btn pun lambat, then duit allowance pun tak dapat before pergi... aduis... nasib baik lah mak and abah berduit orangnye, kalau tak M rase M tak fly kot ke brisbane ni... thank u mak and abah for all ur support and thought... i love u...

at brisbane, M mule2 mcm ade masalah sebab housemate M (aslam) balik malaysia for three weeks... M mcm terkontang kanting sorang2 kat brisbane ni... hari2 pegi indooroopilly shoping mall sebab bosan sangat2 and sebab bosan jugak lah M terjebak dengan dunia fitness first... hehehehe... tp bile dah lama2 duduk brisbane, i make friends with some wonderful person; namely N, Aza, Shu, Huda, Ina, Nabil, Lyana, Jem, Effa, Itot, Shidah, Aini (both), Nisa, Kak Faza, Kak Yan, Kak Ros, Emy, Yaser, Latip, Hezmee, Hilmi, Donna, Syam and ramai lagi ler... soriler kpd name2 yg M x sebut... nak cepat nih dah lapar... hehehehe... life kat brisbane memang totally berbeza ngan malaysia... no mamak and kopitiam here... no fast food that u can eat like crazy, no hanging out till late nite at midvalley... no midnight cinema... (ade midnight cinema, cume takleh nak pegi sebab xde transport; maklumlah naik public transport kat sini), hari2 kena masak... mcm2 lagilah... and the most important are no family and ayang who is always there for me... isk2... sedihnye...

but really, even though life is different here relationship with people become closer... yelah, kawan2 dah mcm adik beradik; we take care of each other, we laugh and cried together... (yeke? selalunye M nak nangis masuk bilik sorang2 kot), everything we did was fun and full of memories that i'll never forget... paling menggembirakan ialah menyanyi beramai2 dalam kereta from surfers paradise to st lucia tanpa henti... (best kan malam tu N? with little S, latip, hezmee and nabila)...

ok enough for tonite... M belum habis cite lagi pasal M nih... that is just my educational background jek... belum cite family, interest and about the love of my life lagi nih... hehehehe, hope u guys and girls x bosan bace blog M.... till M sambung tulis lagi... nite2 peeps... xoxo... M... ;)

launching of my blog

2008-04-19T06:07:00.000-07:00

hi peeps... hehehe, i'm officially launching my blog today; 19 april 11.07 p.m. hehehe, thinking of doing it tomorrow because tomorrow will be the countdown day to go back to malaysia in three months time... yes N, mcm tak percaya kan...? nothing to say much though.. now, i am really tired but yet managed to create my blog... my day today is boring, pagi pegi class 9 to 4.30...

today's class is so boring because i had learnt about letters of credit last semester in my international trade finance law. therefore, today's topic is just a repetition plus asik dengar orang present jek, amatlah mengantuk tahap dewa.. lunch pun alone jek, tp nasib baik M masak kari yang sedap... so, eventhough alone, i enjoyed my lunch... habis jek kelas, bace text from N ajak pegi tengok itot main futsal... so, pegi je lah...

nway, today banyak chat ngan aselan, my classmate... from indonesia, he is a nice guy and rich too and good looking too... hahahaha, ape ni M puji orang lain plak... jeles abang alex nanti... hihihihi; dah nak kawin pun sibuk nak flirting lagi... xpe2... i know what i'm doing and i will always take care of myself and always sayang mr muhammad umar forever... cheh2, dah keluar dah ayat gatal nih... hehehehe, nasib baik x kuar ayat gatal mase kat harbour town kan miss litlle S?? hehehe...

ok now; balik kepada what is my activity today; balik je tgk itot main futsal, sampai umah terus maghrib and after maghrib with telekung I fell asleep at my bed and tibe2 terjage bile azan isya' kat laptop kedengaran... cheh2 mcm novel plak... hehehe... then M semayang isya' and terus upload gossip girl episode 12.. sambil tunggu upload tu; M study case sikit sebab paul myburgh ckp tadi sape x study case die nak sediakan one corner for naughty student who didn't read case... hahahaha, truly speaking; he will not do that... we are postgrad student lah paul... takkan lah u nak treat mcm undergrad plak... hehehehe...

then abount 8.40 tibe2 sangat lapar... M pun ape lagi; ym N ajak bakar roti canai... ingat nak buat teh tarik sekali tapi sebab N x minum susu sgt, so buat je lah teh o... teh o pu teh o lah; dapat gak hilang sejuk yang amat harini... kalau buat teh tarik pastu makan roti canai mesti latip ngan hezmee jeles... hehehehe.... pas je makan tgk gossip girl... hehehehe, salute serena van de woodsen sebab mengaku die yang initiate that party tapi sebab mak die (lily) bakal kawin ngan bass family; die x kena expel from school... hahahaha, biaselah elite society nih... main duit jek.... nway, demam gossip girl ni N and H yang sebarkan... tu yg tibe2 dorang bagi my gossip name "M"... nanti balik malaysia pun bile nak text N pun mesti panggil N jek; xde nye nak panggil nia dah... hehehehehe.... eiii, speaking of balik malaysia, x sabar sangat nak balik malaysia nih...

aduis... dah dekat 11.30 now... M has to get some rest... nasi untuk bekal esok pun x masak lagi nih... muke pun belum basuh lagi, baju pun belum gosok lagi nih... aduis nak pilih baju pun satu hal gak sebab tadi ryan (my classmate from korea) siap sound suruh M pakai tudung yang bright in colour because die kate my tudung sume dull colour... ape ah orang korea nih, selamba jek sound colour tudung orang... xpe2 esok pakai tudung kuning ah... hahahahah gile terang...

ok peeps... i need to do some other thing... jumpe esok... esok M tulis lagi yek.. ingat nak bagitau u all things that u guys need to know about me... hehehehehe... until next time... chow chin chaw.... xoxo... M... ;)